Shaam Hoti Gayi, Suraj Dhalta Gaya,
Main Musafir Tha, Main Chalta Gaya,

Mujhse Har Wo Shaksh Door Gaya,
Jis Ka Mujhse Matlab Nikalta Gaya,
Jinko Main Apna Aaina Kehta Tha,
Waqt Ke Sath Aaina Badalta Gaya,
Jin Patthro Se Thokare Khayi Maine,
Un Thokaro Se Main Sambhalta Gaya,
Har Rishta Mutthi Me Mere Ret Jaisa Tha,
Jo Dhire-Dhire Karke Fisalta Gaya,

Sham Hoti Gayi, Suraj Dhalta Gaya,
Main Musafir Tha, Main Chalta Gaya.

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SOONER OR LATER
ALL MY OVERTHINKING CONTEMPLATION CRYSTALLIZED

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YOU START ACCEPTING THE LIFE AS IT IS

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Bohot dino se koi kavita nahi likhi,
Na hi apne haathon se coffee banayi,
Na hi chand se chath pe jakar guft-gu ki,
Na hi dosto ki purani tasverein dekhi,
Na hi ped ki chaav ke neeche baithkar
koi kitaab padhi,
Na hi naav ki sawaari kari.

Bohot dino se gaane nahi sune,
Na hi baarish mein
apne pair phisalane diye,
Na hi is garmi mein paseena aane diya,
Na hi aankhon se aansu behne diye,

Naa hi nadi kinaare suraj ko dhalte dekha,
Naa hi shaam ko chidiyaaon ko
ghar jaate dekha.
Aaj jab ek nazar khidki se bahar daali,
toh ehsaas hua ki

Yahan tak pahuchne ke liye
Maine bohot kuch kho diya,
Sabse aagey nikalne ki chaah mein
zindagi ko hi kahi peeche chodh diya.

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How can I complain when
everyone is in pain,
I'm not the only one alive who's
suffering in vain.
There are a million wailing cries,
that muffle my sighs.
How can I say what 's buried deep
within my core,
I must carry it along as it is a
piece of my soul.
Perhaps, I may elaborate
My hope to meet a stranger
sometime faraway
A non familiar face, oblivious
to my woe
Looking into my eyes where all
my demons hide
How appeasing would it be to let
him see me
The one behind the mask
concealed from the mass.

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POETRY BRINGS JOY AND TEARS

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This is hard to live alone
In your own loneliness
Anyone can come near to me
But, don't expect anything from me.
Because, it hurts
knowing and realising
you aren't going to stay anyways.
You will be somewhere around -
Faraway from me
Into the wilderness
Into the hustle and bustle of
life and living.
And, gradually, you will be
Nowhere to be seen,
heard and found.

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Life was
Just me & the Journey,
Life is now
Black soot clogged in a chimney..
Life was
To live each day,
Life is now
To survive everyday..
Life was
Roses & Lavender,
Life is now
Crossing each passing day on the calendar..
Life was
Finding pleasure in nothing & everything,
Life is now
Having everything but finding nothing..
Life was
Limitless gain,
Life is now
Unlimited pain..
Life was
Rock n Roll,
Life is now
Deep dark blackhole..

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ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT 🙂

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Fight Between The Past, Present And Future:
The past I left behind, still crawling in my memories,
The history that I created, is still dwelling in my worries,
The life I had, doesn't exist in my present,
The life I am living, still troubles my existence,

I fall many times and going on,
I rotted my emotions and continue living on,
The present I have now, I don't know where it's heading to,
The misery I fall into still carries on which shows everything fading into,
Every day I live on, wandering between my past and my present and my future,
Looks like l am going with the flow but I have even no idea of my presence,

The future l have dreams of vanishes,
I don't have any certain idea of how to begin,
Every day Worries me, everyone worries me,
The personality I had is now has no existence,
I am lost in this world between knowing myself or finding myself.

I can't reset anything, I can't change anything.
I am just waiting for a change,
Fighting from MY PAST to MY PRESENT with MY FUTURE.
I Am not a WARRIOR, I Am a Survivor.

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