I truly hoped that this was the last time we insisted on being us.
Yes I truly hoped, maybe this time we would have corrected our mistakes or our decisions.
Never too late I whispered to myself,
Never too late to ask for something more,
Only these years, we shall be together and depart our ways for life further.
But then, in a sudden flush
Everything washed away infront of my eyes.
Nothing left, just to accept that I have been superceded.

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Dear little girl
You are a grown up now!
You still do.
As you move past the days which were unfairly fair to you, when everything felt wrong yet everything was right.
The thoughts, a little lost yet too real for this universe.
The love, a bit too deserving for the man that you preserved with so much of you.
You didn’t intend to but I know your innocence acted upon their way carrying it the path it should be.
Everything would have been okay then,
Things stuck between ifs and maybes.
Maybe this was not the end, this can’t be the one.
Pausing for a moment to realise the essence of being with you on the far side.

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Sometimes I get this beaming image of us being together. The times happier then as so as the saddest yet pretending times today. We were so longing about the future of me being your reason to be prominent someday, but see now how the times switched in just a blew .
I am living with the memories.
Yes we had countless ones, the only precious thing I have till I am alive,
Because I can’t have more.
The thing that I am vulnerable today is that I can’t see you or hear from you.
My heart cries aloud in pain yet so silent that nobody can ever hear.
Each day I send you a part of me which never reaches nor finds the destination.
I am clueless where you are today, but can only wish that you see me atleast and understand how life is without you.


To the lost soul…..

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To the person I loved lately, never have I thought in my vivid dreams of getting you in this way.
Time of meetings,  years of looking upto each other and of countless memories.
Who could even get a clue that I would happen to fall for you and you for me !
Yes, this feeling is different and special. So do the person.
I admit that, this is the one
With whom I want to spend days round the clock talking about the universe where only we exist and our happenings.
This is the person I want to share my insecurities.
And ofcourse he is the one I want the most when life gives me hell of a second.

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'She was the one,' his intuition murmured as he approached her and felt the utmost happiness in his dreary life.
The sophisticated one, yet the innocent of being, according to him.
'The precious of soul should be taken care of'; says he
He called it his final love
He called her beloved and tender
He said; he has been searching it for 14 long years. And now, its time for him to begin his life once again ahead of everyone.
But nevertheless, it took place lately and in a way he never dreamt of .

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I reminisce the day when we both poured our melody of emotions.
My heart pounding in stillness with every word you uttered, making me not question one.
Your nearness is all I got.
The rarest of love the deepest of souls,
Somewhere on the otherside, writing myself into dreams.
I don't know, but I know I have felt you more than one life should allow.

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This belongs to the hidden feeling that we hold for a distant future.
When I take a moment and look around, it claims its non existence in everything that I do. Yes, the love has been buried within.
Every new face that I come across, I bear in mind, its still not you.
Yet sometimes my hope kills me more than death, still pinning a crave for a brighter one at a designated place, where life would be joyful and worth tolerating the pain all these years only for that desire of your presence forever and ever.

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Remember those days?
When we use to gossip during the rainy evenings about the pleasant night showers,those pretty plans for an awesome candle light feast, the freshy mornings, those proposals for a never ending long-drive in the rains and a lot more things we were mutually passionate about.
Well now, those are just confined only to my heart and nothing else

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You gave me thousand reasons to be sad, Thousand reasons to forget,
And thousand reasons to leave
But how can I forget those happy memories spent with you that are engraved in my heart forever?

Forever, that they would remain so fresh even after decades.
And I shall never ever forget the tiniest things you said and never ever forget the feeling you gave.

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Its been months and years, I could'nt figure out what made me fall for you so hard. Was it your essence? The frame of mind you hold, the affection you have shown or the perspective you possess. Shall I blame the imaginations that have carried me more into yourself or what else?
Day after day the love that is growing within is screaming louder leaving totally uncertain now.

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