Books stacked on the shelf
Pressed petals between pages
Lavender scented air
Shadows on the wall
Changing colors of leaves
White peaks
Blue space
Eyes on you
Loud beats
Stay

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It takes time to change or to go back to how it was
It takes efforts to love more or less or no love at all
It takes anger to speak for your pain
It takes virtue to say I was wrong
It takes love to say hold on
It takes courage to move on
All it takes is YOU to believe in you

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I forgot all you did for me
and put blame on others for ruining me
My fogged vision is the reason
My weak promises lead me
To this rugged path
I'm not strong like I used to
I'm finding my way to you
It's not you, it's me
I'm sorry,I took you for granted
You are first.How can I forget?
This mind is a prison to live
Take me back to you,hear my plea
Listen to me like you always do
And never let me go

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by finding your creator.

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Consistency
Gratitude

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I want to know you
Open your doors for me

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My grandparents say
Winters used to be long
Snow fell deeper before
Covering our homes and we used to make our way out
Took months to know about one another
Houses were made of mud and wood
Though there was poverty but rarely we felt alone
No electricity yet fire kept us warm
They say this generation should be grateful
You live in easy days
No shoveling of snow and no smoke filled in rooms
You live in cemented houses with heated rooms
One switch and food is cooked,eat with spoons
Though I felt grateful for this easy life
I don't know how to put this loneliness aside
It's been months since I've talked to my friends,we all live in the same place behind this tiny screen
There is electricity but no connection inside
Heaters could not save our hearts from this cold life
For the sake of Warm love
I would use my hands for eating sweet jaggery rice

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To say Sorry,Thank you
I love you,I forgive you
It's never too late to open the damn book and read
To cook and clean
and know you are worthy of everything
To smile and cry and laugh or soak the tears in
To say enough Because you are enough in every possible way
It's never too late to learn and say no or yes or whatever your heart wanna say
Say it loud or whisper or shout
Whatever you think is the easiest way
It's never too late to be yourself
To love yourself like you wanted others to love you
Since you were a child and now you have your child,it doesn't make any difference anyway
Remember it's never too late

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How do you define if someone is stagnant or
Flowing like water
Stinks like a haunted house
Or smells like fresh cinnamon buns
Knowing this is an art of life that I don't intend to learn
Because there is a thin line between judging and telling them their worth
If words can make your heart flutter
Words can make your mind paralysed
Trust your progress before it's too late and know words are reflection of their intellect
Let God alone judge if water is stagnant or is a hot-water spring
Let God alone do all the healing
Cause he knows all the things

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You could have said all those things with patience and beauty,instead of blaming me for your feelings.I was busy all day and tired,and thought you weren't and your emotions were heavy for me to deal.You know I don't like them.You could've said it easily and without hurt,it would've ended.Look! What ended with hurt.

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