Currently in a toxic relationship..where my so called boi hurts me and don't care even if I get upset or cry over night . What he does is to block me or reply in a rude manner and come after some days when he realises his mistake . And every time I hope that he'll not gonna hurt me again let's give a chance this time .. but alas ! it never stops .. I'm literally stuck in a never ending loop because I'm somehow connected with him that even if he asks me to go away I won't .. he says he loves me and I do agree with the fact but what kind of love is that in which u prioritize ur mood over ur loved one ..
U don't care whether they're affected crying alone in the middle of the night .. all u think is they're doing drama ..
I'm not expecting anything more I just expect u to give me some time and not to say mean things in rude manner ..this hurts this sucks like hell ..But at the end of the day I know I can't leave him and I'm still waiting for his text :)
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