I know I'm suffering from something
terrible but I don't know what it is.
One thing I know it doesn't feel nice.
It's slowly eating me away
and I can feel it too.
I can hear the voices in my head
and the heaviness in my breathe,
I can feel the tremor in my heart
and the tremble in my hands.
The fear of it has instilled in my mind,
something sinister has engulfed
me from all sides.
Everytime I close my eyes I can hear
my heart getting outpaced, I can hear
the squeaky noises coming out of
my soul like someone's trapped.
Twisted limbs, cracked bones,
rotting flesh. Are all these a sign
that soon I'll be lying on a death bed?

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At the end of the day it's
me, myself and I.

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You never really miss them.
You only miss the memories
you've created with them.

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People they change like seasons,
but the only thing they forgot
to change is you.
You stayed the same,
while they came and went away.

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The biggest irony about the people
saying they can never leave you is that,
they'll be the first one to leave.

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Mom it's 3 am in the night, just go back
to sleep it's not the time to fight.
We've talked about this over again,
you need to understand,
I'm just in love with a man.
And stop telling me I'm insane.
It's not me who need to
see a psychiatrist, it's you
who need to see an optometrist.
Please mom just open your eyes and look at him,
he's standing right next to you.
What do you mean by you can't see him,
he's no thin air, he's the love of my life.
He's in this room, he's listening
everything, don't treat him this way
he'll feel bad.
Mom please be quite,
don't you yell, you'll scare him away.
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Everything was going well but suddenly
I found myself inside a quicksand.
Was everything fine for real or that's
what i was assuming in my head.
Maybe all this time I was living inside
the sand and when i desired for the sky
i realised how deep I'm inside the land.
There's nothing but darkness
surrounding me and this gloomy
sky above my head, whole of
my body is beneath the earth surface.
I'm trying so hard to get out of this
murky mud but I'm stuck to the core.
I've never felt so helpless before.
I'm trying to strech out my arms
but my limbs have turned numb.
The more I'm struggling to come up
the deeper I'm descending down.
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- Hp

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October's gone and it's November again.
Winter has paid a visit and I'm
strolling down the streets all alone.
And suddenly the air is filled with
nostalgia along with the chilling wind.
Your memories sneaked out of my brain
and started to dance infront of my eyes.
I can see us both walking along
the roadside, holding each other's
hand and passing smiles.
The sweet smell of the cherries
has filled up the space and the pink
feathered petals are all over the place.
I'm standing outside our favorite cafe,
watching a pair enjoying their date at our
usual place. I can see us both in them
but sadly now things aren't the same.
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- Hp

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I don't need a
sip of champagne,
your kiss is enough
to get me drunk.

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They say I'm in love with
a non-existent guy.

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