Leaving you was like...never easy!
So much of emotions, going all sleazy.
I wanted to see you, just a glance,
I wanted to hear you, but no! not a chance.
I wanted to touch you, but was afraid,
What if I hold you and you go fade?
But all without you, it's not that hard,
Sometimes I too do play cards.
But you know how it always goes,
Running straight miles but reaching zeroes!
Through all this I had been,
Do I really deserve this? Again?
This was something I had to choose,
I wish nobody ever has options, just to lose.
Is it wrong if I still like you?
Staying a mile away or may be a few?
Memories, freed and frosted, all at once
As for a lament, stepping up to dance!
You see, I don't know any words that exact my feeling,
This turmoil inside is somewhat healing.
Teary eyes then, now gleam a bit more,
As a raft, amidst a storm, reaching ashore.
Yet at times my heart still trembles,
That's how the first line went without resembles!!
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