You are my home,
In you I seek the warmth of comfort,
Now all too cold.

Ran away miles,
Trying to hard to belong,
Far away from home.
Home is you, whom I'll never see,
Life like seasons, you will stay with me.

Where to start,
When all feels lost.
I don't know what's home now, I say.
Will I ever know it and how?

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Canvas dripping blood,
From chaos to peace,
Each moment a tale.

Your arms of warmth,
Now cold and icy.
Life played its final ploy.

Life then a mystery,
All now a curse,
From battles within,
To battle with the world,
Life played its final ploy.

Smile painted,
All teared up now,
Amongst the crowd,
I still look for you.
Calling you out.
Gone. Away.
Life played its final ploy.

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Death at your door,
Holding out it's cold hands,
Taking you away by its clutches.
To a new beginning far away,
Into the realm of peace hereafter.

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Haunted by past,
Fighting the final battle,
Walls closing in.
Heart penned untold tales.

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When people are busy pointing fingers at you,
make sure that you are busy in making them salute you.

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Struck by memories,
Pages of past fluttered.
Telling different tales,
From fighting to be penned,
To trying to be remembered.
By dawn of time,words silent and dead.
Stories inked all withered and dry,
Lying barren and still.
Life moved on.

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Perplexed choices,
Converging paths.
Choking me up.
Was it all a mistake?
Realisation dawned,
Being all too vague.
Was it all worth it?
Not knowing,
Everything so different.
Standing at the edge,
Looking away.
Was it all?

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Walking away,
From loops tangled,
Half way I reach.
So close yet so far,
Paths of fate,
Too different and distant.
Done waiting my turn,
I moved on.

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Cold and numb,
Heart faintly beating.
Running away from life,
Eyes teared up,
One last time.
Darkness clouded,
Slipping away,
Thinking about you,
Goodbyes seemed hard.

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Words plunged deep,
Bleeding heart its way.
Painting canvas of life,
Red and lit with pain.
Too strong yet weak,
All blurred and blank.
Feelings juggled,
Life slipped away in despair.
Too broken to cry,
Silence screamed.
Puzzled and lost,
Life choked.
I surrendered.

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