All these years,
I thought I knew what love was
and what loving someone is.

But after meeting you,
I realised what being loved is...

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My imperfections
As they remind me of my innocence
I'm still in love with my childlike behaviours
That I regress into when I'm anxious
I'm still in love with my kindness
Proud that the traumas didn't turn me cold
I'm still in love with my pessimism
It keeps me grounded to the reality
to look for alternative plans
I'm still in love with my flexibility
It has helped me to jell with everyone
I'm still in love with my ability to love secretly
This way it won't spoil the relationship at hand

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Savouring the delicious warm chocolate brownie,
Alongwith good friends,
Just the momentary pleasure..
That mindful feeling..
And no other thoughts...

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I'm in love with you Dopamine,
I promise I will work on us
So that you don't leave,
Please stay...

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Then it is to love without expectations

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Listening to my favourite playlists
I don't want it to stop
Just keep playing
And I will keep falling into a trance

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It's amazing to see our own transformation
From identifying to unlearning unhealthy patterns
& Then to recognise the potential to build healthy methods
Finally, focussing on growing into a better person

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A state we choose
to establish our presence
For good or for worse
Depends on our intentions

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There is no way we can justify for why we were not there when you needed the most. It's our failure as a system to let people lose on the battle to Mental Health. We lost many lives this year, to pandemic, to misery, to polictics, to ignorance, to physical health and to mental health. And your loss has been one of the unexpected one's cause we thought that movie like chichore which inspired so many to live on, might have inspired you to.
We are sorry.

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That nothing lasts forever...

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