When I heard that you are going to be engaged, my heart broken into infinite pieces..
I thought of attending your engagement by having mask and seeing you from faraway..so that i won't get recognised..
But then I also thought about the words you said when I proposed you..
You said that I don't match your status or anything..
I realised if i attend your engagement, because I belong to a poor family, may be you rich people will beat me and kill me..
So,
I cried
I cried that whole day
I cried for proposing you
I cried for everything happened
I cried cried and cried then I cursed my life for proposing you
There is only darkness left in my life
#nosunshine #nohappiness #nolife-
Once she told me that "she don't deserve your pure love.. forget her"
And the same girl told me that " I'm pretty high level, rich and I don't deserve a poor guy like you"
Life sucks-
Just want to die because you left me
Want to live for my parents
Having depression thoughts
Daily dying from sadness
Don't know why I'm living
Left my goals
This is my shitty life-
From happiest person in this world to saddest person and broken person now
My life became worst after your rejection
I feel dying-
I'm not messaging you it doesn't mean I don't care about you
I really can't stop thinking about you
You are the only girl I want in my life
I loved you truly
I never asked you again to love me after you rejected me it doesn't mean I'm ok with your rejection
It doesn't mean I'm doing good
It doesn't mean I gave up on you and my love
I really don't want to force love
You know if I love Someone I love truly
I thought u will understand and we will be together forever
I never thought you will reject me because of status difference-
Normally love make life happy
But in my life
I used to be happy and when I started loving her my life became worthless and totally sad
After she rejected me I felt dead
I'm no more a living human being
I'm a dead person just breathing-
To her, Being rich at heart sucks and love is nothing..
All that matters to her is status and being rich at money..
And i think it's true that
Money can buy anyone's love-
Guys,
Don't love any girl if u r poor at money
Because some of the money minded may reject poor guys
That rejection will hurt you like anything
You will become a broken person
You will not love anyone again
You will not trust any girl again
You will lose your career
You will become a dead person
You may get addicted to alcohol
You will be acting like you are happy whole life
Love and propose them if you are rich enough at money
Please understand that these days being rich at heart is useless
If you are not rich then they won't get husband or boy friend feelings on you
They will only see you as friend and says u r just a friend to me
So please take care and try to become rich before you love someone
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I was able to fool most of them by acting happy
But there are few people who can see my depression inside and they know that I'm dying inside
I really failed to act before them
I don't know what wrong I did in my last birth
But I can surely say Loving u and getting rejected is the most painful thing happened in my life and there won't be anything more sad than this
It killed me-