She was a women who sits comfortably beside a door mat
She smiles there in silence and looks up to the sky outside
She sits there to sip her teas and to eat her meals
to sew her clothes and to prep her feels
She sometimes sleeps there when no one is around, and she sometimes hums her mothers songs sitting there in lowest tone as possible so that others cannot over hear her
Sometimes she is invited to sit inside her home on a couch or on a chair among them
But although she sat, itโs very clear that she was never comfortable there in the middle
She sits in there but hides away all of her.,
like a guest she shies away with the strange warmth she received
She cornerly looks at the doormat from inside assuring it that she will be back in a while and it will all be normal
Surprisingly the doormat filled with dirt, makes sure to leave some clean space for her to sit., it awaits for her and to feel her presence
Sometimes when no oneโs home, she pulled out the old letters and cherished them
and sometimes she wrote back to them and kept them in the closet
She created a space in her home, that embraced her with warmth, she lived in that tiny space that no one ever claimed around-
Setting boundaries to breaking barriersโฆ
you are never late to choose
when to hide behind and become strong,
when to break out and become bold!
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๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด
๐๐ด ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฑ, ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฃ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ข๐ป๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ
๐๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ช๐ณ
๐๐ต ๐ค๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ด ๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด
๐๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ด ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ,
๐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ป๐ป๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด
๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ด ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ฆ๐ค๐ต ๐ณ๐ฉ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ด
๐ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ
๐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ธ๐ด ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ
๐ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ
๐๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ด๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ข๐บโ๐ด ๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ด
๐๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ง๐ข๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ถ๐ฑ
๐ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ด๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ
๐๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด, ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ท๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ฌ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด
๐๐ญ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ,
๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ด
๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ต ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ต ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ด ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด
๐๐ต ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ต๐ฉ
๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ด.-
๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ข๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ
๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ
๐ฅ๐ณ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด
๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ด ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด
๐๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ, ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ต๐ด ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ด ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฉ, ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ด ๐ด๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ต๐ฉ
๐๐ญ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ
๐๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ช๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข ๐ต๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด
๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ค ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ, ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ต๐ข๐ต๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ค๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ด
๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฌ๐บ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต
๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ
๐ข๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐ณ, ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ค๐ข๐ณ
๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ช๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ด ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด, ๐ญ๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ฃ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ญ๐บ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ด ๐จ๐ถ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ-
โCoffeeโ is one such choicest word that can set up the mood anywhere
The word itself carries aroma,
brings in these subtle feels,
of rainy days and old books
of cozy mugs and warm blankets
and of awakened unowned smiles
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I looked through a window of opened doors
there are skies still wet with moist pastels
there are airs still aromatic with muddy fragrance
I strummed a song of simple notes
there are lyrics flowing in the cloud whites
there are birds chorusing for few lines
I danced through the terrace of broken boundaries
there are pirouettes whirling on the stiff toes
there are silhouettes shining from the far sights
I gazed you in the horizons in these prefect times
did you witness my love full of circled globes
did you rain to acknowledge my quested smiles!-
**Peach Reflections**
As the sunset dripped in the peach reflections,
like a potpourri, these airs scented with traces of dried daylight
Here and there, everyone walked crossing shoes in these bare streets
A cat behind a dog,
a child behind her mom,
two hands clasped tight,
few smiles shared bright., they moved
Might they head to their woven homes to meet their loved ones and share their liven stories
As the clouds plunged in the pastels,
the birds rallied.,holding their feathers with tightened tails
Their cacophony is an ode to the day passed by., way too noisy yet little harmonious
In no time of a long lived day,
few stars blinked and the crescent aroused,
few lights lit up and the land has become a canvas with moving silhouettes of rumbled lives...
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As the clouds plunged in the pastels,
the birds rallied, holding their feathers with tightened tails.
Their cacophony is an ode to the day passed by.,
way too noisy yet little harmonious!-
Even when I couldnโt see the clear colours of those skeptical lies
I have decided to seek the mystic rainbows in these magical truths
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O sunrise tickles and moonlit cuddles
Deja vu of the autumn leaves
Still breaths in the morning dews
Soothing first rains.. hailing snow falls
Donโt just incarcerate in my memories.,instead
Give us hope .. Give us hope .. Give us hope!
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