I've been falling down like raindrops falling from the clouds. Little did I know, I was gonna hit the ground. Splattering into hundreds of small droplets, being soaked into the darkness.
Sometimes, I wish I had never loved earth so much and thus, never left the clouds so high. Maybe one day I will be evaporated by the warm sunrays. Maybe one day I will meet the clouds only to fall one more time.
Everything that makes me feel alive also feels formidable at times.
At times when my soul slips through my fingers, slowly transfusing with the sand under my feet. When it rains, dripping through the sand into the ocean it goes.
Everything that makes me feel alive is also not meant to be mine.
The darkness seems profound. Doesn't matter whether I keep my eyes open or shut them down. The Sun and the Moon, the Ocean and the Sand, all seem one to me now. Shall I dive deep into the unknown or keep looking for stars of my crown?