Finally I would be going to witness
something that i shouldn't.
Destined to be like this since
the very beginning-
Two years later,
I realized what I've gained while being with you.
And what I've lost in meanwhile.
But I don't regret those moments.
mostly every day was full of memories
And also was full of charms and pleasure.
Earlier I was silent and chaos maker for myself
Now things are changed and with that,
I became now more mindful and peaceful.-
time when i was lunatic,
to not understand what,
it would be like to move on!-
I won't stop you,
You know why?
Because the moment you
thought of leaving me,
That moment you lost me!-
'Fear' of losing
Shattered hope
Disappointed face
Doubting words
Untrustworthy faith
Insecurities
-
The light reflecting from your body reached my soul
Made me stare you from the far corner
Craved and made me eager to have you more,
I Started Delaying my all work
in the hope of getting your's soul!-
Uss shant raato se pucho
Kyun itne shant huye padhe ho
Kahin uska bhi dil toh nahi toota naa
Kahin usko bhi koi chodh ke toh nahii gaya naa-