Kabhi fursat mein mohabbat krenge tumse,
Abhi thoda bikhre hai, simat kr wapas mohabbat karege tumse,
Yun toh kehte ho tum, ki kisi aur ke ho, par aisa lgta kyu ni,
Tumhare dur rehte hue bhi, ishq sabse jada karege tumse,
Ek tumahre kisi ke sath hona dekh kar bhi kabhi na sikayat karege tumse,
Ek tujhse zyada, ek sabse zyada mohabbat hum karenge tumse.-
Catastrophe
I felt it long before you said it
Felt it from the other side of the call
The days without the 'I love yous' were never-ending
Month passed without seeing you
Then came the confession night, the *Catastrophe*
That changed everything, rather ruined
All the thoughts,
the regrets,
Memories and
The guilt
The emotions were everywhere
Lost control over everything
Messing up things
*Catastrophe* made me lose the person i loved unconditionally, Now I am left with nothing
It just feels dark, and when I search for the light I stumble upon the memories.-
Bohat chal liya ab thoda aram chahea.
Raah bohat hai ab rukne ko koi muqam chahea.
Dil toota itna ki ab toh mujhe jeene k lea kisi ke dil ka paigam chahea.-
Jab pta hai ki Tumko farrk nahi pdega,
Toh bina baat ke apne jazbaat kyu numaaya kare.-
एहसास खत्म से हो गए हैं अब
अब तो एहसास से वाकिफ होने के लिए भी दूसरों का सहारा लेना पड़ता है|-
Uski aur meri aadhi baat toh aakhon-aakhon mein ho jati thi
Usne toh izhaar-e-ishq bhi aakhon-aakhon mein kia tha
Ha dil toda tha kai baar usne
Par dil todne ke baad aakh vo aaj bhi nahi mila paata..
Kayi baar jhooth bolkar fir jhooth chupane ki koshish ki hai
Par Kambakkhat uski masum aakhein aaj b sach bayan kr hi deti hai..
Log usse kasme waade karwate or mai uski aakhon se usko padhti thi
Yaaro wahi toh meri pehli paheli thi, jisko sirf mai suljha paati thi..
Waqt guzra ab mujhe unn aakho mein bagawat si dikh rahi hai ab dimag uska dil par haawi ho raha hai...
Ab ye aakhein sirf mera didar nahi krti..
Inn aakhon mei ab koi aur bhi dikhta hai mujhe.
Ab inn aakhon mei mujhe mere liye bagawat aur kisi aur ke liye mohabbat dikhti hai.
Par yaaar vo khush hai, vo khush hai uske sath..
Ye jab uski aakhon ne bol dia tab se maine unn aakhon se didar karna chor dia..
Kyuki izhaar toh aakho se hua tha...-
Suddenly one night my screen flashed
It was your text, I was overwhelmed with happiness
Yes it was just "wassup" But for me it was the reason of all my happiness
Then i replied, u texted back & the convo started.
I kept smiling the entire time like a fool when I realized that you don't want me, but my body.
The way you treated me that night, didn't feel good.
Those words killed me every second and I wanted to forget everything we had. Everything!
Because you make me feel like a slut.-
My 1 a.m.- 5 a.m. story🖤
I waited for you at this time everyday
It is the time when i get to listen your soothing voice
It is the hour where i disclosed all my secrets
It is the time where i fell in love & you in lust
Now when you're gone
I still keep waiting for you at this time
I crave for listening that voice
I still can't get over all those memories
Sometimes i talk to people to divert my mind they ask me "Why are you still awake?"
I tell them "just like that"
Sometimes i feel so lonely
I yearn in pain, i cry my soul out
& then i sleep🖤-