don't listen-
feel
feel your heart crushing beneath your sternum
watch it run dry until blood eludes your veins
cry until the moon tells you to shut up
swoon at the feet of heartache and let
it envelope you in its arms
sit in silence's company, tell her your thoughts
tell her why his ghosts still swans around you
how his scent still stabs through you on your
loneliest nights
tell her about his smile and how it used to be
the only thing that made life seem
worthwhile
let grief accompany you and mourn him
take your time, it's okay to mourn the living
kiss nostalgia goodbye, kiss her like you might run
out of time and turn tail
run as fast as you can
do not let her looks taunt you
she might the most beautiful lie, but don't be
fooled by her appearance
nothing will ever be the same
yoú won't ever be the same
neither will he be
shatter. over and over again until there's
nothing more to break
when you feel like everything's lost, reassemble
the broken pieces and blend it until it
resembles a mosaic
Then you'll rise from the ashes, stronger than
ever before AND you'll move on
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