'Why do you need conclusions about me to hold me with you?'
'Because i can't hold water in my hands.'
'Then why don't you just flow with me like water?'-
My mind is trying to find
a pit in someone's heart
where it can stay for respite,
where there is no light of inferiority,
where it feels easier to heal.-
If i had you, I'd have shared my secrets, pains, joys along with my clothes with you. I'd have cried on your shoulder, I'd have tied your hair in new hairdos, I'd have taught you lessons l learned from life, I'd have kept you away from all the labels l have, I'd have ridden bike behind you, I'd have been places with you, I'd have flied with you.
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It's very brave of you that you're going to surrender yourself to the earth, leaving the sky that has hold you right from your birth. Looking at you I wonder if it's love or liberation.
It must be love-- falling free on the land and getting one with the soil. It must be liberation-- falling free from the sky and lose yourself in the soil.
I'm waiting for the day when I could say take me along I'm ready to dissolve like you.
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Your words are nails stuck in my head, making those parts bleed which had been numb for long.
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who teaches by posing numerous questions and you finally learn by realising that they need not be answered.
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You left me tears and a heartbreak
with myriad questions that haunt.
I spent tears on the pillow
kept the shards in a drawer I open rarely.
And recycled the questions in a poem.-
All I want right now is a hug, a tight hug where you hold me so tight in your arms that I break. I break and fall in your feet and you stand over me.
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Is it not sad enough I don't have you in my life? Why are you calling me 'needy' and making it worse?
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