Guts over fear
And that's what I choose
In the end

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I long for you like a broken summer for rainbow
I ache for you like a broken heart remembers home
I burn myself in hell on it's every tempting inch of space
I cry out loud like a little bird squeaking in a chasm of mile long
And everytime your your eyes sparkle
With anticipation
I feel like you want it all so desperate,
So bad that when you press your lips onto mine
I tremble with an unusual fear of excitement
Everytime you put on a show
I want every inch that's left untouched
Pulsating into my body and soul like electricity
And when the levee breaks
Sweep me back to the sea of your love
While our bodies blend,
so painfully we barely hold on, but we do
So that all we hear is a single beat
And when I kiss you it put me back
To sleep like a sedative
Quenching my thirst into the sweat
Take you as you are and never give you back
And before I kiss you back to reality
You melt deeper into my skin and my soul
And every single part that I'm made of
Till I finally smell like you

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Afterall I'd to shed my strength and
Slowly the winter of your love
made me weak and pale
I'm grew old and now I'm shattered
My arms are broken, My leaves crack
Under your feet
My summer days are over
I can't bloom anymore
I've lost my composure
Now Will be my fall
And all this hustle
Will be gone for eternity
When the summer comes again
Every flower will spring up the dawn
My roots will be burried underneath
And I shall be forgotten . . .

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Some of the favorite moments
on earth are moments filled
with my lips tasting yours
Your hands holding me close
While we slow dancing in a burning room

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Like the darkside of the moon
There was always a secret you kept hiding
A lie you always told me
A promise you always kept breaking
And now the ache that won't go away

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Honey without you
I've felt so lonely that even with people I'm so alone.
I have felt so naive, so down and nearly defeated.
Don't blame me for loving you
For you're all i want, beautiful or ugly.
I have had a suicidal thoughts of leaving this whole mess behind me and end it all for once.
Man if I was you I'd love you for who I'm
And who you are is what makes my world beautiful
The sticks and stones might break your bones
But honey your words can break my heart
When you talk to me like you tryna hate me
Now do I wanna kill myself
But oh, in this tug of war you'll always win
For I'm just a peiece of flesh in the shield of your love
I do sound like a pathetic drunkard
But they always sat the booze never lies
And I'm not brave to resist the temptations and desires that you've curbed for me
Now that I wear your bruises onto skin
The brush will become my blade and with it I'll bleed with your name on it!
Will that make you love me again?
I'll do it again
Till I finally loose all the consciousness and fade into the dreams where this love never ends.

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You have a magic in your hands
Magic in your voice
Your arms that hold me together everytime
I fade into pieces
The eyes, the lips and every curve
on your body is beautiful than
God has ever made
You're the the beautiful witch
You're spells are devlish
Yet they make me live everytime
I drink the magic potions
I taste the memories of deja vu
With a flavor of lips as I ink this down
I murmur spells all over my heart
Which others found too dangerous to love
Now I learn to whisper your name
Without even sounding it like a curse
Now when the dream was over, woke up
So special and yet so in bizzare
I finally opened my eyes
I saw myself wrapper in white cloth
And you beside me in the mirror world
Now tell me this is not a magical thing
Tell me I'm not made of your sorcery.

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Standing here looking out my window
My nights are long and my days are cold
Cause I don't have you
How can I be so damn demanding?
I know you said that it's over now
But I can't let go
Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that
You're everything I need and more
If only I could find you
Like a cold Summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June

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Without you
The World felt
so empty, grey and shattered
Now it blooms like Lilly
for you showered me with
The rainbows of love
Without you the nights
felt so restless and insomniac
now I wait for sunsets
for you complete my day
Without you the spring had no flowers
Now it's december and
Cold winter mornings with sun
Shining so bright
I never felt so complete
With your arms around my neck
And your love behind.

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Be my sun, the star
That shines from
A clouldless sky
So hot and full
Of excitement
Be my Alzheimer,
My amnesia
I'll go loose mind
into the everything
That smells
Like you
Be my mess,
Howsoever dirty
I'll be a little
Disorder
Be my moon
Like you be same
For a sea
I'll howl iridescently
fo the rest of
my life
Be my night
And Let me slowly
Slip into the
darkness

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