They say, when it hurts..
when it hurts repeatively, it makes you cold.

But how could I become cold?
The most beautiful thing, i received from universe is sensitivity and from you how to take care of it.

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"Silence"

Has been her strength and weakness, both.
Mostly Strength.

When she felt sad, she chose silence.
For anger, she chose silence.
The days, it felt hard to breath... yet she chose silence.
Not always, it worked out but yet she kept choosing. At least, wasn't hurting anyone, or maybe it was..
Or maybe she didn't know better.

Now seems like even the silence has to go through silence, she says. *while holding a smile on her face*

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Your eyes.

If was carrying a lot, i wanted to know more of them...
soon I fell in love with them.
Fell in love with the person holding those eyes.

Soon those eyes stopped seeking for me...
wasn't their fault, I understand now.
It was me who gave tears in them, so they had to stop so that they don't loose their vision.

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What's companionship exactly, I wonder..?

When you get connect with someone and it makes you feel less lonely? or
When you choose to be lonely for that someone?

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'Sacrificed all my wishes'
was thinking that it's my time to have patience. to wait.
I will complete my wishes later.
So, let's wait.
I waited. I am waiting.
now, I ask myself is this wait going to end soon?
I get answer, put more patience. Just some more time..
here my heart crenching, asking universe to provide more patience and strength...
but seems like my heart doesn't have patience to even wait for universe.
But what other option, i am left with?
Let's wait..
in hope that some day this wait will end.

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Memories are beautiful and the urge to always cherish them...
living present is when you breath slowly, consciously and the urge to live life.

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It's difficult to process, not sure how should I?

I put my faith in you like faith in myself.
You are away now.
so does the faith in myself.

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Dear universe,

I can't choose my suffering.
I have faith that what you are choosing, must be shaping me, strengthening me and making me a better person.

So, all I ask is that give me strength, wisdom and clarity to go through it.

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when your heart understands, everything isn't in your hands.

when it finds clarity of,
what is in your hands.

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