I've been existing long enough Just to taste The bitterness of sorrow I've spoken loud enough Just to swallow The pain of ignorance What's more to fight When seems like I have no right at all What's more to tell When there are no ears Willing to listen My existence Has no validation My presence Seems to be the plaque of irritation So slowly I let the wind invite me To another land of nothingness With no goodbye With no turning back I'll just disappear As I should be forgotten, Forever.
The scars and the stars that you hide so well and the fakeness of your smile and the lies that you sell thinking no one would see what's beneath hoping no one would see the filth that you're drowning into with no hand to hold since you gave no clue choking on the stories of your rotten past it's clear by your words that you're aghast to look for someone who'd hear your cry but it's all in vain you've already said goodbye.
Torn to pieces the pieces then shatter turning flesh to dust and a soul to a writer Pouring everything on pages from blood ink dripping from the edges Though running out of words to describe how it feels but just to give you an idea it'll keep killing me even after it kills.
So much memories left of you did you ever care? do you have any clue when you cross my mind what I go through, I'm sitting blankly and then there's you tears starts to roll out of the blue, I look to the sky It's all colored in pink hue And I wonder if you ever think of me too like the way I did and the way I still do?
Don't feel pity for me I am strong So what at times I feel vulnerable and breakdown, Don't try to talk me out of my problem just because you think you care or so you claim, You think of me as your friend but just so you know I'm just a stranger who for a time you came to know.