Hey future self,
It's me here, I just wish to say, don't ever let go your feelings for the boy you've loved with your whole heart, your soul, your hypothalamus.
For all the efforts you did to get him.
For all the pain, he has suffered to get you.
Don't let anything, ever, Ever & EVER! come between you and him, for you two are a match made in Heaven. Think about the years of cravings of coming together. Think about the love that suppressed the pain and hurtful things that had happened.
Just Remember, at the end of the time, it's just him and only him whom you've loved truly, and whom you've considered your Soulmate.
He loves you! He madly loves you! And you love him too!
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