She's a walking doom...

She glows like a lake under the moon,
she's a walking doom...

The pink purple shades of thunderstorms keep her alive,
when she moves, all the clouds cry,
she argues with the sky,
accuses the universe
for keeping her unreached
from the glories
she had once promised a dream...

Sometimes, she resembles a tree,
branches are being cut down,
but has years to live,
she finds nature her another cage,
yet if she dies,
no one will be alive...

She possesses the power
to make the demons born,
she can rearrange the stars,
she can make the rainbows bloom...

A shadow in a pitch black room,
she's a walking doom...

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I can leave it, or hold on to
The way my life takes a turn
I smile, and go on and on and on
But those lips, i crave for
I crave for the curve they make
And that bouncing legs in those dusty boots
The uncombed hair
dancing along with the air
That toothy grin
Makes me forget everythin
I tried a lot
But mine stars never matched yours
I had a soul
That belonged to you
Now I'm lifeless
But that breath is still you.

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I kew, it is a lie

The way you fixed your gaze
From me to somewhere else

I grabbed a glass, poured some wine
Started twerking like I'm doing a crime

You noticed, no wonder it is a familiar vibe

It is absurdity being still and cancelling the feeling your heart is craving for

Baby, let me take you to the moon, to the stars
to the whole different world full of endearing scars

I promise, I won't let go of your hands

I can be your confidence, your strength.

Close your eyes, but open your heart
The next thing you will see is me

Coming to you, after fighting with the storms and the sea.

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I'm being dreamy
People, don't dare to take me out of it
I see flowers in a dreamy land
Glitters are sparkling around
I got two wings that help me fly
The air is cold here
The purest is moon
Its golden light is spreading magic
I'm able to feel
Cos yes, I'm in a dreamy land.
People are too harsh in reality
I feel safe here
It is an unbroken world
Positive energy is surrounding the area
I'm blessed to have the ability to witness that
No numbers, no words
I'm just being obsessed with this magical but not the surreal world
It's easy to feel drowsy
Cos yes, I'm in a dreamy land.— % &

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I miss you just as the stars miss their shining during the day.

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"My beloved"

Don't you dare tie me in a thread,
You'll regret it so bad.

Your era has gone,
Now it's mine.

Baby, did you just beg me for forgiveness?
Ugh! Just don't ask me same thing everytime!
Anyway, I'm gonna cut your wings so damn fine.

I'm on top now, and thanks to you sweetheart for all that!

I've come so far,
From showering flowers to throwing thorns on your face.

Do you get hurt?
Oh c'mon! I'm just making you experience the same trauma.

Seems like..you are shivering in pain..right?!
Aaah! The fear in your eyes, the trembling of your hands, making me feel so blessed! ♡

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She wanted a pause in her life when she was lifted like a feather.

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Your Departure

My soul feels so naked
Without your cold touch.
My heart is left in pieces,
I miss you so much.
Does this make you feel better?
Crumbling,
I gather myself again.
Your thoughts, they
Always give me pain.
My pale soul is crying.
I see my hope fading away.
Uncountable times
I begged you to stay.
The moon is bleeding,
It's the dark night again.
Trying to heal my soul,
Scars are my gain.
Your scary memories,
They freak me out.
Crying quietly alone,
I just gag my mouth.
My soul seeks shelter,
Please take me home.
Where are you now?
I'm feeling alone.
Standing on the turn
Where you left my hand,
I see you fading and
Losing time like sand.
It's the morning again,
Chirps feel like cries.
I wake up with your
Nightmare in my eyes.
My loneliness now whispers
That this is my ill fate.
I run towards your shadow
But now it's too late...

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Remember your happiest moments,
stare at the times happines was the only song on your playlist
and how the music was on repeat,
taste how alive you were,
dip a finger and tongue it,
remember what made the soup so sweet,
write down the ingredients,
then go look for them.

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I don't need a knight, just give me a sword...
I have to remind you that you are not the lord...
Just because of me, don't keep your guards down...
Beware, I am coming for my crown...

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