Even if i miss you
I don't want you now
Does that make it closure or perpetual suffering?

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It took me long to trust
But with you I took that thrust
Not thinking about the consequences
Leading me onto these sequences
Giving a part of my heart , even when it was scary
Peeling off the layers,
Yeah i know i was going a bit crazy
Not using any filters , lowering my barriers
I gave you a sight better
Didn't know i was digging my grave deeper
I gave it my all
As that's the only way i had known
But you were not worthy of it
I know now, everything you have shown
You taught me a lot
You taught me the best
My heart will be safe now
As it will be at rest

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There will come a time when I will wait no more.
There will come a time when it will pain no more.
But there won't be a day when I will care no more.

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गहरी बातें सोचने में है सब मशरूफ इतने,
भुल जाते हैं उन्हें तो चाहिए होती है बस इक आसान सी हॅंसी
इस अंधी सी दोड़ में भागने में है सब बेसुध इतने,
की रुकना भी लगता है जैसे हो कोई कमी

भागती थी जब जब खुदसे
तब तब याद दिलाते थे
पुछते थे तू कैसी है
बता मुझको
बैठ मेरे पास
ओर बता मुझको

अब कोई नहीं पुछेगा फिरसे वो सब
कोई नहीं बिठाऐगा अपने पास
क्योंकि आप ही थे
जो सिर्फ परवाह किया करते थे
बगैर रखे कोई आस

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The first time I hated someone,
was also the time I ever loved someone.

When loving was not easy for me,
trusting was out of the picture.

But still you found me,
When even my self worth was hard to capture.

You cherished me,
When I thought I am not worthy of it.
That time it felt like this is something worth it.

You punctured my soul with your childish arguments,
Yet it felt like a strange love among all those deceptive moments.

With you I transgressed many boundaries,
Now I sit and contemplate all those memories.

But still I hate you the most,
So that i can atleast keep you close.

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Come near me one more time,
and finish what you started.
My body is craving for it's insides to be melted.

Don't make me wait,
The moment will be gone.

For all i want is your touch,
to shiver and to moan.

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those stories,
which my lips fail to deliver.

They easily give away the mysteries,
which always made me quiver.

Why can't they hide?
Why can't they shush?

For once I also want to grieve,
away from all the rush.

Where nobody knows my tale.
Nobody knows my pain.

Am I being greedy,
for wanting my own gain?

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अब सपने में ही बस मिलते हो

कुछ खट्टी कुछ मिठी
वो बातें फिर से करते हो

अब लड़ती नहीं हुॅं मै तुमसे
बस दीदार करती हुॅं

सपना है ये मेरा
बस इसका इंतजार करती हुॅ

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When you finally find your right person,
You want to do all the wrong things.
Is this right or wrong?

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Far back in the city
Stood many cages
Depriving the poor souls
of their wings

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