When i just entered into the college
I was in a complicated situation. I didn't know anyone
I couldn't adapt to the new environment
The college in my mind was just a place to study.
But after i came to college,
My whole worldview has been overturned
It also made me realize that, college was not just a place to study
There were all brand new stuff to me.
But for the other girls, They all have got used to it.
They had a broader vision than me.
Even the hardwork i did is nothing special here.
To be honest, i somewhere felt external
They know much nd they are good at communicating nd
They do whtever they want to do even if they hv to lie.
They doesn't care anything besides their happiness.
Maybe i am not tht free lively person as I won't to do those things
if my family doesn't like. I had thought tht we are from the different world.
Ps:- it's true that there is a gap between me and them but
i shouldn't immerse myself in the gap
Knowledge and vision can be acquired by learning
Bt the most imp. thing is i m already here in the college.
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