A drug addict is the friend or family member who has a drug problem with their loved one. Whom they kill, replace their memory of their loved one with a stigmatized drug ideology. And leave the relationship, dead in the attic. Holding the drug overhead as their new ex loved one, never to be seen again.

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As I tweaker in the sky. I look down, and think "oh God, so high". If I fall from where you are. Will you still catch me, to save my life so far? Up in smoke like a ball who got caught, and fell. God, Save me from stigmataes hel! When I pause, and pray, and loose control. You make me shine, like death stars empty, whole. The pieces of me that got broke and lost. Eternally don't hold scorns eternal cost. Hold me now from day to day. As I stand and find home over the rainbow, some way. When I'm high you take me higher. finding me, becomes my hearts soul desire. As I do it becomes crystal clear to me. Meth not, who set my life on fire, and terminated us from our love, that was meant be.

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As I try to master getting a rope on my life, I slack and loose grip on Gods life line.... It seems no one noose my tangles... But he who unties me. I wish it were knot so loosely held together by my Frey to day tight hold, I loose. When I tug at my own heart strings, instead of tug a war with you.

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I wish live were more like Alice and wonderland. Just when you fell in the hole, you came out an everybody.

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