Life seems costly
Your pictures comes ghostly
Things scares me recently
Lost you both recently
Nobody asking mine opinions
Missing those family unions
Somebody will be adopting
New people are shocking
I miss you, sadly
I love you, badly
I lost you forever, currently
I found you in mine heart, surely-
One day, It will be.
Somewhere I wanted to grow own, not with support.
He vigorously expressed " I love you"
Rather than shook with joy
I felt shockingly a toy
he chanted non stop " i love YOU "
Over the gentle shiny hairs , he blewed
Glued on the innocent face, he winked
Looking at the growing body, he smirked
" I love you " He whispered into mine ears
Lost in the love , he tried to destroy me
Lost in the pain, He tried to escape me
Standing beside He awaken me from the past trauma " Forget about him(he), I am there for you "
I teared and expressed " You stands for Love, he stands for hate "
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I am a worker while unemployed
Should I pursue job or happiness ?
Feeling uncertain, returned to village annoyed
Having no money , I stared at a sweet shop
A box that might have brighten up the family members
Seeing me with no usual gifts, the infectious smile of children's will be erased
Gathered courage and knocked the door
Suddenly, the heart beat raised rapidly
"Babu ji" they yelled with happiness and watery eyes
Hugged me warmly, I felt relaxed after awhile
Quickly, I pushed them back and felt regretful
"Disappointment is just the beginning "I thought
I said " I am advised to be self quarantined "
They laughed together with the same old smile and explained " Babuji, the room is already ready "
I kept smiling dumbfounded in love with them
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Not getting up along the sunrise
Nor caring about the longest present
No warm exposure to fellow beings
Forcing oneself into production
Pressuring yourself into growth
High expectations from society
Escaping from the scorching reality
And getting merged with the calm sunset
Are you okay, still ?
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Land has marks of great lovers with unexpected earthquakes.
Sea has a site of never ending love with alarming cyclones.
Animals who tries to understand emotions causes unanticipated rabbies.
Plants reproducing love sometimes have poisons.
Star a guiding love can be fall- broken on earth.
Moon who stands strong in darkness shows different phases.
Sun at times hides behind the cloud.
O alas, a heart broken lover moved on .
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Attended the personality seminars
Making outer appearance stronger
Nobody judged me.
I knew less about inside, is weaker
Neglecting to attend the therapy.
Only fear, being judged.-
You live with comparison and complain of skin colour.
One day,
Everyone unite in one colour, ash.-
Someone request to share pun because I know that will be a pun-ishment for me.
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Today, They called you "dumb".
Tomorrow, They will be "dumbstruck" with your success.-
I thought Of the initial week of college. I was excited. I entered the classroom, looking around the environment of campus. Only one guy, odd. I smiled but no reactions. I made friends, ignored him. With days, he became popular, I assume because of his intelligence and talent.
We had to conduct skit for fund raising. Participation was compulsory. He and I got the role to be a couple. shocked .He had no issue. Albeit he was rude, during rehearsal , I realised he was the most handsome man , blue eyes and dimples.
Finally, the program day arrived. It went well. Everyone clapped and commented that we looked like real couples. I found him missing in hall. I went to checkout, he was crying. We never talked. But with guts I asked " what's wrong? ". He was red, broken and depressed. He said in pain " he lost his girlfriend;few days back. While performing with you,I remembered of her." Hearing this, I was heart broken. I gave him a hug and forehead kiss. I knew, he won't accept mine love. I slept crying in his dreams.
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