The meaning of the tear reflected
in the mirror
My color hidden with a smile,
blue and grey

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Why am I the only person to ask?
Why people don’t care to ask?

I hate me and this world.. my friends family and everyone.. they see the looks and take advantage of my kindness.. they expect me to show care and respect.. but they don’t give it back.. I’m fed up of everything.. just wish I could run away and don’t care anymore.. I wish to be less kind and less lonely.. if I stop caring or if I care less.. I become a selfish person who doesn’t want anyone around.. but what should I do when the effort is only from my end..? It hurts when I put effort in dragging a relationship but the other side don’t care at all..

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We all play different roles in different people’s lives. Your role might be small or big, but it’s always important. Don’t compare yourself with others because, being different doesn’t mean you’re better than others or others better than you.

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How will I tell you, “You are the cause”?
I heard it and my heart took a pause.
Trusted you with my secrets so dark,
Yet I was given a wound with a mark.

I now will have no friend to tell,
The ways I go through the hell.
Trusting people easily is my fault,
Getting attached to someone is my flaw.

Blaming myself for being kind till the end,
Not knowing when to take the life’s bend.
After all I couldn’t choose myself to love,
So now I at people’s faces do bow.

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She was controlled and forced to give up;
Her dreams were cut off, so she arose;
Attitude she wore and bothered no more.
Despite her struggles, she managed to walk:
On self esteem, which she dared to afford,
With a zeal to keep going even if she falls.

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She was controlled and forced to give up;
Her dreams were cut off, so she arose;
Attitude she wore and bothered no more.
Despite her struggles, she managed to walk:
On the road of self love and self respect,
With a zeal to keep going even if she falls.

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People like to have and use free things. Once they have used it and they no longer need it, they throw it away.
Same with love and respect, care and kindness. The more you give the more it is wasted.
Love and respect yourself. Self care and self respect is much more important than worthless people. Show love to those who deserve it. Have a limit in giving yourself for others. Not everyone deserves you.

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I didn’t replace you with someone else in my life. I know you are irreplaceable. So I now hide my stories in me. But you did replace me with someone. When I learned of this truth I felt shattered. I’m trying to collect my pieces together, but I can’t find them anywhere. Can’t seem to fix myself. It seems like I’m stuck alone in this journey. What more can you do to me? All I did was love you more than myself.

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I know I can’t be yours. But I feel offended when you tell me that you shared your once shared story with me to someone else. I thought that was a secret between us. But the truth is I’m not anymore in your story.

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I wish I could move on from you. I want to erase those memories. The nights we talked, the days we spent, the games and the nonsense chats.
It hurts to hold on and to let go. Life is unfair and unacceptable. It showed me you, to love. But, a different destination to reach.

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