It was the night when you told you were sad,
And I thought I will make you happy at any cost even if it'll take all my breaths,
I always wanted to tell you,
How much love I have,
But when I wrote that message my hands started trembling in stress,
I know that I'm not actually your type,
But I still wanna be your choice,
So just tell me how can I be the reason you smile,
I know all these are just thoughts and I can't confess them all,
Cuz last night when you slept I tried to tell you the truth,
And I was not knowing what to say,
So I wrote, I wrote about it all,
And then I deleted the message,
Cuz I know it will break me,
If you will just leave me,
Like I was nothing to you at all,
I can't confess cuz it will end our friendship,
So I will kill myself instead from inside,
I will never confess cuz now it's too late,
As I think I'm addicted to your presence,
And you are what matters the most,
So I'm never confessing my love,
Letting you think we're friends but it's just a show,
And I'm feeling low,
But it's okay cuz you are happy,
And I wanna be the reason of your smile you know...

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Yes, you were in my dreams last night,
I was stunned can't put on fight,
Cuz I love you, think of you all time,
You and me and dim dim lights,
We were running away from the world,
Holding hands and we were embracing every touch,
We were there breathing in a rhythm,
You were Holding me and I was above the sphere,
I know there are differences everywhere,
But to be honest I don't care,
You know that you are not my type,
But when I think of you , I smile,
So it's all clear now you are mine,
And as you belong to me you must stay fine,
You must laugh you must live I'll give you everything,
I'll Buy you the diamonds and a platinum ring,
I will kill myself if you ask me to kill,
I'll give you my heart cuz my soul is yours,
I don't care what it takes I just wanna be yours,
I wish I'd told you that on your face,
But baby you may get all the hints they are clear,
Yes I love you as I don't even love myself,
So just be with me cuz I won't give you chance to say,
That "Oh she left me I was about to accept"
Cuz I'm here forever,
And I wish one day you'll say,
Just come and talk don't play mind games,
You are always in my dreams,
Come in my life and STAY..

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I'm afraid of truth,
The world is full of lies,
I've seen many people carrying their false prides,
Just go away and leave me,
Won't let anyone deceive me,
They said they love me,
Now I'm feeling I'm not lovable,
They said they care for me,
Now I'm feeling I'm not worthy,
Just no more lies, no more false promises please,
Leave me alone, wanna live till eternity,
You're not the first who treats Me like his queen,
But I know how it gonna end, Trust me,
So just no more lies, no more false promises please,
Leave Me alone wanna live till eternity,
You making my heart throb in my chest again,
You making me feel that I'm the one, again,
But I know how it gonna end, trust me,
So just no more lies, no more false promises please,
Leave me alone wanna live till eternity...

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I am not expecting your replies,
You no more give me butterflies,
I'm not worried if you are fine,
Finally I've drawn a line,
And now as you doesn't matter,
Take back all your letters,
The poems, the lines, the phrases, the rythmes,
Just take them all back,
Whaterver I thought was mine,
I am free I am happy,
I left all those memories... they were scary,
Maybe I'll never come after you, at any time frame,
Cuz I won't allow anyone to hurt me again...

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I am searching for the peace,
And i can't find it,
In this world full of lies,
Myths and false prides,
People here have hate in their hearts,
No one is willing to accept the scars,
Having faces over faces personalities aren't real,
All are masters of the game called betrayal,
I can't live here I want to leave,
Trust is just a word, we can't believe,
No one cares, here selfishness is star,
This world is a costume party,
And I attended without mask...

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You say we are friends,
Are we really just friends?
We've shared every single thing ,
And I was there making your wings,
You felt different when we met,
Now you seems like a biggest mistake,
Are you the one I've been with,
Are you the one... never hide my sins with,
Are you the one who was my love,
Are you the one who made me feel loved,
Are you the one had my best times with,
Are you the one... was willing to spend my life with,
Are you the one I was being different with,
Are you the one for whome I'm avoiding everyone??
Tell me baby what is wrong,
Don't you think that I am strong,
Tell me baby all my flaws,
Let me know what's pulling me down,
I can burn this world for the sake of your love,
Let me love you and be mine,
I'll always make you shine,
I'll give you what you want,
I promise I'll never break you down,
Fix me heal me feel me now,
And let me know if it feels like it sounds,
Never go, be with me,
I'll never gonna be......
Love someone else...

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Your smile and your thoughts,
I'm admiring them too,
You are'nt getting what actually I wanna tell you,
I wanna make you mine and leave the world behind,
You made my heart scream,
In excitement and extreme the condition of my heart throbbing in my chest,
Leaving everything here I'm mesmerised,
You making me luckiest in life,
I just don't know how to tell you,
That how much I really need you,
I crave and I wait , I'm always there for you,
My blood flows with the rate of the steps you walking,
When I see you I forgot if I was quiet or was I talking,
You made me feel revived into a new life,
You the one who took my heart,
Now don't keep me apart,
Here I'm dying for you,
You're my love and I'm slowly falling for you...

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I'm Happy like a child,
Bit naughty and wild,
Love to sing love to dance,
People dies at my glance,
A bit younger, child inside,
I'm insane but it's fine,
My temper is so high,
Can kill people at one sigh,
I love colours, I love flowers,
I love castle's long towers,
Wanna fly very high,
Gonna catch everyone's eye,
I'm carefree from top,
But filled with love from inside,
You gonna wish and admire me,
Let me tell you why...
Cuz I'm uncatchable like a beautiful butterfly...

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When it comes to you I can't ignore it,
When it comes to you I can't let it be,
All your attention should be mine,
Reason of your frustration should be me or I,
I'll irritate you even if you ghost me,
I'll follow you even if you'll scold me,
I'm not gonna leave you no matter what,
You try to distance me , I'll smell you from miles apart,
If you want me to leave you I can't do so,
No matter what I'll never let you go...

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I am a nyctophile, an astrophile,
Sometimes an autophile,
Always a bibliophile,
A bit of ceraunophile,
A born chionophile,
A small cinephile,
A dendrophile,
An ambitious heliophile,
A javaphile,
A logophile,
A lygophile,
And a beautiful selenophile..
I'm a total mess... I am just clumsy,
I am the way I am,
Love me if you can...
This is how I am...

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