Hard to see,
The hands that once wiped your tears, comforted you;
Are holding somebody else's waist now.-
Her trust was broken again....
This time she was disappointed
But not surprised!!
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She put everyone before her.
She gave and she gave,
Until she had nothing left even for her herself,
And then she wondered
why do I always feel so empty.-
You can do everything for someone,
and still not be good enough...π-
That night,
I wanted you to hold me tight
But you rather chose to fight..
I remember every word you told me that night.
And now I can't stop thinking about it.
I can't forget what happened that night
but for you I can atleast pretend.
That endless night taught me that
At a point I might forget what you said
Or what you did
But I can never forget how you made me feel
No matter what legitimate justifications you give me
for your actions that night,
I'll never forget what you did to me that night.
I lost a part of myself crying for you that night.
That night made me realize that it was best for you
to find a person better than me-
It was over.
She was online.
"She might be chatting to somebody else", he thought.
But still he texted, "Hi".
Single grey ticks turned to double blue ticks immediately.
She was caught reading their old conversation.-
Dear parents,
I know I'm a bad daughter.
I regret for not controlling my emotions.
I regret for overreacting.
I know I'm immature and imperfect.
I m sorry for avoiding responsibilities.
I'm sorry for not getting enough grades.
I regret for doing all those things which I shouldn't have done.
I'm sorry for stressing you everytime
I'm sorry for dissapointing you guys at every step
and not making you feel proud.
It's my fault I should have never been born.
--Your lazy daughter
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The only person who made her feel better was also the reason why she would always cry....
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