letting go is so much harder
when love still overflows within you
dying to belong to the soul
that once awakened it inside you-
how I, who have never
needed someone,
now, tremble at the thought
of you being far from me-
darling, you ask me often what my dreams are
mostly they are as simple as you hugging me tight
for no reason at all-
let’s spend some moments together
…
you don’t wear your watch
I won’t see the time
you don’t need to be with anyone
I don’t need to rush back anywhere
you are not afraid to speak your mind
I am not fearful of being close to you
you see me
I see you
…
let’s spend such moments together
-
When two souls are meant
to be together,
nothing can stop the inevitable,
the universe will align,
they will be together,
in the most unexpected
yet perfectly orchestrated way
….
maybe that’s why, I let you go,
I didn’t mean to,
but I do believe,
one day we will be together-
my fantasy of being with you, becoming true,
you touch me in a way I haven’t being touched before,
I crave for your kiss on my lips so I can breathe,
you undress me with your eyes,
I cave in to hold you tight,
together, we dance under the moonlight,
you and me, me and you,
together, we surrender, becoming one-
we are all hiding some pain deep in our hearts,
we know there is nothing wrong in our lives,
we should be happy, maybe we are,
but then, there is this sadness,
we don’t even know where it comes from,
we just know it is there, hiding somewhere-
I wish I had held you closer,
the last time we met
I wish I had hugged your tighter,
the last time we met
I wish I had kissed you harder,
the last time we met
..the last time, we met..
..would be our last time, together..
only if I had known..only if I had known-
pull me close,
close enough to feel your warm breath
touching my soul
pull me close,
close enough to find myself in you
in you, I find peace
in you, I am me-
..earlier, I used to leave a piece of me
in the places we used to visit,
to keep ‘us’ alive..
..now, I burn those pieces
to keep ‘me’ alive..-