Suno,
Ek baar phir se tumse milna hai, mujhe wo sab dhoondh lana h jo kho gya hai kahin.
Hr wo cheez mitani hai jo tumhen mjhse alag krti hai;
unn halato se ladna hai jo humare beech aaye.
Wo text jo mujhe unknown mila kabhi, kya pta tha wo shaksh meri zindagi ban jayega.
Ek baar phir se mujhe uska jawab dena hai...
mjhe, ek baar phir se tumse milna hai..
Ek aakiri baar hi sahi, lekin
Haan, mjhe tumse milna hai,
Aur sirf ek baar tumse milna hai.-
The last pen -
If you want to live a happy life,
tie it to a goal,
not to people or things.-
I didn't fall in love with you
Because of your looks
Or because you made me feel wanted
Or that I belong in this world
I fell in love with you
Because of trust
Because of this feeling called home
A feeling I have never felt
Because I have always felt alone
But when I am with you
For the first time
In my life
I am not stuck
In this feeling of the unknown-
When I think about her
I think about all the times
That the pain just suddenly went away
I think about all the times that
A laugh was the furthest thing
From what I could do
Yet...
She made me smile
The biggest I ever have-
Hit after hit
Bruise after bruise
Tear after tear
No matter what life threw
She kept moving on
Without any fear
Because as time went on so did she
Her wounds healed
Her passion grew
And her strength built
To walk again
And so...
she did..-
𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗡𝗼𝘁 𝗦𝗽𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹
You're not special
Not in the sense
That you don't belong
Or that you are worthless
But because you believed me
When you read this-
The real challenge isn't to find somebody to love you
That's not a challenge
There are tons of desperate people out there who just want to love somebody
Make somebody feel worth it
But the real challenge is
To find someone
Where you feel comfortable enough to be
YOU
Your true self
That's really hard
But when you find it
It is the real peace-
I wanted to be better
When you saw me again
And I thought I could be
Somehow...
But i am not
And even if I did get better
The best I could ever be
Is still some other version of me
And that's just never good enough
-
It all happened so quickly
one moment you are living it and the next you are reminiscing
Praying for the feeling to come back again
To feel what was lost
And change up your life at any cost
Suffering in silence
Picturing it all in your head wishing it would
All come back
But these moments are dead
And they make room for new ones to come
But you were stuck thinking
And it has left you feeling numb-
There comes a time of wanting to be better
But remain the same
Because if I were better
I would need to rely on myself
We all know I can't do that
But if I were better
I could live a happier life
But that would take effort
But if I were better
Then I would have to change who I am
And that would be sad
But if I were better
Then maybe I would want to better than
Because I have achieved
All I can
But if I were better
I wouldn't need to be
I guess I'm just fine
With being who I am-