I use to think The World of Damnation was an afterlife destination it’s not for it’s become a place I call home as far as I understand I’m very much alive

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No I don't hear shit and I'm sure the hell don't see it and I'll be damned if I say SHIT...!

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I passed my hardest moments alone
While everyone believed I was fine— % &

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Dear me, who wishes to suicide sometimes...

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When you can't see the bright side,
I'll sit with you in the dark

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Yaha har kisiko dararo me jhakne ki adat hai
Darwaje khol do koi puchne tak nahi ayega

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if you’ve ever fallen asleep crying
if you’ve ever checked yourself out in the mirror after crying to make sure you looked happy.if you’ve ever been caught completely zoning out.if you’re afraid for someone to ask you.if you’re ok because you’re afraid you won’t be able to look in their eyes without crying.if you’ve ever felt your heart ache with that lump In your throat making it hard to swallow.I’m sorry ,I’m so sorry people can make living such a painful experience .I’m so sorry that you feel so deeply yet they can’t. I’m so sorry that you have to pretend like there Isn’t anything wrong.I’m so sorry you feel alone,I’m so sorry for every time you came last and others came first.I’m so sorry no one even notices the sadness in your eyes.I’m so sorry for everything no one ever apologized
I’m so sorry that you live life just like me

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God has commissioned many people to show us the light of the various stages of life's journey so that they may continue to shine without complaint or apprehension. It is when we realize we are starting to burn and move forward with hope

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“ I am my mothers savage daughter
I will not lower my voice”
silence held no protection she was not going to allow anyone’s opinion to form her reality ..there were times she was caught off guard stumbling beneath the blows that brought her to knees she managed to find the strength to stand up on her feet never letting go of the weapons needed to defeat the enemy driven by determination failure was not a consideration nor was surrendering ancestors stood with her as she fought valiantly knowing each battle would someday become stories generations to come would read drawing strength never would she be
remembered as a victim of anything Warrior blood flowed through her veins and her bravery written in history because of her the world would never be the same

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My cure for loneliness:

Concentrating on my career
Choosing a correct circumstance
Prioritising myself
Penning down my feelings

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