DOES’NT FIT ANYMORE
Imagine that you had a favourite dress which was loved and cherished by you for so long and one day somehow it got lost. You searched for it a lot, cried remembering it and after a period of time you let it go. Now after years you somehow find it and suddenly you are the most happiest person as it brings back all the memories. But you are unable to wear it now, you try so much yet it “doesn’t fit anymore”. So you just keep it inside safely and go. You may remember it happily whenever you see it but it would always remain inside the closet as it doesn’t fit you anymore.
It’s the same for some people and other things in our life. Sometimes some things or some people remain good in our memories but wouldn’t fit back into our life as we may have grown up as a person and it’s ok to let them go…
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There are days I smile till my cheeks hurts,
And there are days where I smile to hide my hurt heart;
Sometimes I scream out my pain,
Just loud enough for the world to not hear;
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PHASE OF FALLING AGAIN
The most beautiful phase in love stories isn’t when they are in love, but when they begin to fall- the “phase of falling”.
The phase when silence speaks more than words,
Yet a tender spark draws them near by those little looks and hesitant gaze ,
The phase where likes and dislikes are uncovered,
The phase where smiles are shared and flaws are embraced;
Every story is special but the most beautiful ones?
The ones in which a second chance is given to rewrite the end,
A chance to heal from the past,
A chance to fall in love “again”, despite the denials
Every tale is a treasure, true, But those that begin again, with something new?
It is the bravest decision of a broken heart,
The one that finally took a leap of faith
Stitched through effort and grace, It finds its forever, in time and space;
“A love that stays forever”-
Lying down on the sofa idly, disturbing mom in the name of helping, roaming around the house calling out dad for fun, feasting over mom’s food as if starved for years, laughing with dad over his infamous dad jokes, making dosas and coffee for them, video calling brother 24/7 and irritating him, gossiping over tea about college and other stuffs,going out with school friends and laughing over our lives..These 4 days at home was indeed a much needed break..Home remains home no matter what changes..
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I have always wanted to write
About that one song which brings along lot of memories,
About the first sip of my coffee that makes me sigh in relief,
About the known hands that hold me when mine shiver in panic;
About those fake smiles that hurt
About those tears of joy that is shed
About the love I never had,
About the friendships I never lost,
About the sound of people’s laughter,
About their unsaid stories they hide behind those laughter;
About the uncertain future of mine and the certain ones in it
About the books I loved and the stories that lived in me;
I have always wanted to write
Of all my wishes which may or may not happen;
All those papers that I scribbled off,
Tells about me to others
Reminds me about myself when life changes me;
The one that will remain even after my death,
The one that would tell about the life I wanted to live
And the one I lived…
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There are days when you feel low and you feel the want to reach out to people, voice out your feelings, seek some comfort but all you end up doing is keeping it all inside and try to pass the time till the heaviness goes off..It’s not that you have not tried to call for people but that little hesitation of being a bother and trouble to someone always pulls you back..You just lay back hoping it would be ok on its own as always, right?
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He held her shivering hands so that it stops..She joked saying ,” If you want it to stop, you have to hold it forever.This is a never ending problem of mine”.
He just looked into her eyes for a while and replied,” Holding your hands forever? Well,that had been the plan always”-
WISHES OF THE HEART
Wished upon the stars over million things,
If only all my dreams had its own wings
I wish to go on my own,
To somewhere unknown
Leaving behind all my worries,
And to create new memories;
To walk a long way without any pain,
To find my way to a cafe amidst a heavy rain,
A coffee in the hand, I wish to find comfort
In a song that I randomly discovered
In a crowded road,I find myself crushing over a pair of eyes
That resembled a frozen ice;
Penning a fairy tale in my head,
I wish to walk away silently ahead;
At last all I wish for is,
A heart that doesn’t hurt
A mind that doesn’t expect
May be a little bit of love and care
That stays forever..
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Just like the passing clouds, let go of certain things and wait for your sky to stay…
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