We are out of time, none left to appreciate.
A spiritual war wages deep inside.
You let the evil spirits get into your head, thats too bad, because they lied.
Lets observe a little closer, try to be more open minded.
Spiritual insecurities cause blackouts, suddenly we've all been blinded.
How uncertain and unclear things are becoming.
Anxiety strikes hard!
I feel like the only solution is to start running.

Its like thunder, in your heart.
Lightning strikes fast! Causing more fires to start.
Allowing improper self control, has once again, taken its toll.
Nothing left but the darkest of night.
Wishing in my prayers that tomorrow I put up a bigger fight.

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Learned Behaviors/Loves Betrayers

Can you perceive? Maybe understand?
The things that cause me not to breathe? This wasnt planned.
Anxiety hits harder than normal in these situations.
Come take a ride in my chariot, as I explain my frustrations.
Look me in my eyes, can we do this together now?
You've been steady sucking on the tit of my cow.
The milks running out, and doesnt flow like it use to.
I thought this would fix itself...
My my my, how time has flew...
Forgive me for this poem, but all of it is true.
I wish you really knew I was part of your crew.
Angel? Sweetheart? My Babygurl?
My love is so strong for you, these things are impossible to ignore.
Maybe I'm complaining, or are you learning something new?
Im losing my patience while admiring the queen in you.
I don't want to scoff, or ever break you down.
Those emotions cause brain damage, like that when you drown.
Its not easy sharing my deepest thoughts and feelings.
Look a little closer, and find the deeper meanings.
Theres never been any decent way, to share with you all the things I never say.
Im standing on the winners side, holding out my hand.
Forgive me love, I hope you can understand...

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Learning about something and knowing about something can be seen in the eyes of your peers.

If its something that you KNOW, without any doubt in your heart, you will captivate a room speaking of it.

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My ultimate reminder of love = the fact that I cannot cuddle any closer, although I would if I could + those beautiful green eyes looking at me with contentment every single morning

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}}:{{ <Rusted Butterflies> }}:{{

Your reminding me of my butterflies.
Lately imprisoned in rust.
You make me want to do more than try, excuse me while I shake off the dust.
I remember you being new to me, and captivating my stare.
The butterflies reminding me, you've truly always been there.
Forgive me for my ignorance, I never found any bliss.
Tiny flutters raging inside, how much time did I miss?
You flicked a match into my cotton core, starting a fire, im fantasizing for more.
It took seven years to learn you, and that Ill never stop.
Take my hand beautiful girl, as I run us to the top.
So as the universe pulls in our favor, theres something you should know.
Its not your fault, its mine, your husband is very slow.

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》《Addiction》《

My beloved...my friend?
Whats it going to take?
When is this going to end?
The love we had has proven vain.
Please tell me im lying, call me insane.
You always lied, to keep me involved.
Everytime I thought I knew you, I realized nothing had been solved.
You disrupted my life, and everyone in it.
You clang to me like a glove but I didnt feel it.
It shouldn't be hard for you to comprehend.
Our love became shallow, more than it had ever been.
We tried for years to make it work.
In my subconscious is where you would lurk.
Its not possible for you and I to coexist.
Im sorry addiction...
Its time I took you off of my list.

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Dear fellow writers,

My heart is broken, for all of your broken hearts.
The amount of sad and lonely content greatly outweighs the positive content.
I know that strong emotions make strong writers..
BUT, inadvertently, you are attracting and manifesting what you think about most..
Dont misinterpret what im saying here, I mean ONLY good vibrations.
We share a similar passion, therefore I am concerned for y'alls well being. I love you all. Think positive, attract positive, live healthy. God bless you.

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Life is funny...ya know?
Dont forget to laugh about it.

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Once was dark, turned to light.
Staying healthy, putting up a fight.
Priorities purified, I'm thinking clean.
It takes two, to complete the dream.
With your support, we cannot fail.
Your my greatest supporter, you do it very well.
I feel at home, when I look into your eyes.
I hope you'll forgive me, for all the drug induced lies.
At the end of the day, god was never done.
Im grateful I woke up, and stopped trying to run.
When I look in the mirror, Im happy with who I see.
Lets spend eternity together, Sydnee Marie.

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Trust comes natural at first.
It can be easy to locate.
Keeping it, presents a challenge.
Trust has to be respected.
Knowing in your heart that pure and undefiled trust, has to be earned.
Once a wound has been made, it gets easily infected.
Possibly causing you to lose one of your members.
Discouragement sets in like a virus, disrupting your mental health.
Trust can be lost easier than anything in this world.
Once it's lost....
The real challenge begins....

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