I wonder if the moon is
always crushing on earth
Face locked for not to miss any blink.
Desiring to bring life in barrens
Not close enough to feel beloved
Not far enough to get lost in the vastness
Suspended in space
distancing from beloved
Not trying to get close,
Even if, all it long for a touch with life,
Following beloved in all its phases.
Like an eternal crush
For all it could do is to create tides
in the heart of it's beloved.
'Im your moon'
Locked here, far apart
Close enough to create tides of words!

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Like an abandoned piece of crap
My words were thorwn out
by my mother tongue.
Heart was throbbing out through
the rib cages as if to let it free.
I stood there like a refugee in my land
I felt lonliness in the crowd
I have choked on the silence
That's how depression feels like,
Seemingly nothing outside,
A burning volcano inside,
Pour an ocean on it,
It would boil into vapours.
My drunken words are out
Wandering in bars and pubs
Taking puff of cigarettes with strangers.
My poems stood in the street light,
And slept with everyone passed by,
With young and old,
With Men and women ,
but still was in love with you..

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For all these years,
I loved only the ones those were mine.
I have never written
my name close to another before,
And when I wrote mine after yours,
it felt like I have found
long lost hidden treasure.

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My poems are in love with you
I tried to write about
Everything except you but
All of it ended up about you,

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The grief is that, mine is not a
grand gesture of love
Like a tree i stand here,
not able to move,
A dog can love you in a better way
The words that slip through my fingers
Reeks my helplessness always.
If we ever meet I will say sorry
For not able to love you,
the way you deserve,
For not reaching you a bit early
For not loving you beyond the limits.

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I'm listening to your silence,
How strong my legs stay at a place
Where you left me in silence.
I search for the cryptic languages
You scribbled and left in the path
You hides a million metaphors
And I'm bad at deciphering.
You wears your heart inside out
I see you holds everyone close
Pouring out the mouthwatering nectar.
Love like mine is not welcomed
You tempt me to steal for the reason.
You fear me or my love?
Deny until you love me, I stand here
Not for a closure but for a beginning.

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I want to live this not like a dream
But in my flesh and bones,
With no regrets and no expectations,
I want to live my love.
A love that I deeply inhale like a drug
I'm in love with a woman insanely.
I wears her inside my skin
Like a secret wish of my soul,
I wail for a future to live these as real,
In my head I live our love,
I hear she whispers my name
I chant her name like a prayer
Not just with my tongue
but with every cell of mine
When I live my truth in my head,
She holds me in her arms
There I feel the wieghtlessness of a feather,
I draw map to heaven on her sacred body
I feel the curves and stretches of her nakedness
I'm pregnant with her and pain!

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I fear the day when you
walk down a crowded aisle
When some one sneezes,
the left overs of disease he carries
Don't let it fall on you
Don't fill me with full of emptiness
Don't just die!
When ocean disappear,
The day when im left with
no direction to flow.
Let time decide that,
Time will do that without my will,
take everything until
Emptiness feels like home.
But not now!

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Your existence is the reason
to shake of my shyness,
to find the fountain of love,
to express the wholeness of myself
And my dialect of love is an invitation
Rather than demand,
And it cannot understand entitlement.

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Love

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