There comes a lady sits next to my bed and asks in a very soft and calming voice that did I love her
Till day I wonder that how she can meet me although I myself cut her into pieces and threw them in the drain right next to my house-
The way you say i love you only to leave me heartbroken
The way you play with my heart as if it were a toy
The way I hate that i love you
Even the pain you give me is a gift
Break my heart a billion times it's only yours to break anyway-
The most beautiful songs are the heartbroken ones
The most eloquent stories are the incomplete ones
The stars shine only when it's dark
All beautiful things come to an end-
Everyone has their own misery locked far away deep inside soo fragile that you may break them if touched
We all have our own silent battles we don't talk about
At the end of the day
We're all monsters in someone's nightmare-
Just when I thought it was all getting better
The constant shouting
The illimitable guilt tripping
The smiles that hide burning rage
It all reappears
Staying together because they don’t have a choice Both of them being alexithymics and causing endless pain to those around them
I lost my faith in love and everything akin to it-
"I love you"
"Don't leave me"
"You're my everything"
In the end he broke him anyway-
She came to me at my worst , she healed me
Taught me how to love again
And when she left
I knew that she wouldn't want me crying for her
She would've wanted me to be the happiest person alive
Hence, I lived for her
I found her presence in all the beautiful things
I won't hurt from our memories
I'll only smile and remember you-
A narcissistic mother who always played the victim
A father who only got her gifts but never showed her affection
She knew exactly how not to be a parent-