We are the reason for other's laugh
The two sides of same coin
Wonder who is the better half

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Are regrets I couldn't overcome
Spiralling now out of control
Thoughts irrational some
Frightened, terrified now I lay
Alarmed at the tiniest of sound
Are you there? My fearsome dreams?
Or are you the reasons I never found

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To replenish my weary soul
Tiring it is, this life of pretense
Oh deary! It takes a huge toll

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The night sings
Dances the darkness
Oh the music it brings
Reaching out to you
Alike in soul
Fill me with peace
Patch me up, make me whole

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Hello there to the voices in my head
You are unspoken words, only to be read
To cajole and pamper, my demons you are
Lurking in the shadows, never far
Fearsome, daunting, you fill me with dread
Loved, welcomed and cherished yet

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I'll be there for you...

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Be buried deep
This heart of mine
Mourn and weep
For my trust has been broken
Sullied by betrayal
Sham it is
Your regretful portrayal
So my dreams are to be safe
Where they matter
So won't trust anymore
Only to have them shatter

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Let me have the freedom and the space
To grow, to unfurl, to fly and flee
So that I can be true to me

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I think i will survive
Even with you present
I was alone most times
Cause the pain that you caused
Overwhelming it is
I'd rather be left
Then be in pain again

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Except that eclipse
That swallowed whole
Everything that I wished
Now in full moon
I howl in pain
While it shines on the world
Its darkness drives me insane

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