A day I crave, just one to be free,
No weight of the world resting on me.
A heart unguarded, a laugh so pure,
Not measured by strength, just innocent, unsure.

To walk unburdened, no roles to play,
To chase the sun in a carefree way.
To dream of love without the gaze,
That calls me strong through all my days.

Genuine friends, no masks, no show,
To feel I’m enough, just as I go.
No labels, no judgment, just me, unbound,
In that one sweet day, my soul is found.

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I want to get lost in a fairy tale
Where there’s no chance to fail,
No rush to prove, no endless race,
Just a soft, quiet, gentle space.

I want to be free of all the pain,
To walk in fields after the rain,
Where nothing’s won and nothing’s lost,
Where peace comes without a cost.

Because this constant battle in my head
Leaves so much unspoken, so much unsaid.
I want to rest, let go, release,
And find in silence my own peace.

A world where burdens softly fade,
Where I can breathe, unafraid,
In a fairy tale where I am whole,
And calmness fills my restless soul.

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Aasan hai kya?
Andar se khokhla hokar bhi bahar se muskurana
Aasan hai kya?
Baar baar sambhalna fir se bikhar jana
Aasan hai kya?
Dusro ki khushi dekhna aur apna gum bhulana
Aasan hai kya?
Rishto ko tut ta dekhkr bhi bachana
Aasan hai kya?
Aakhri khwahish na hokr bhi kisiko apni duniya bnana
Aasan hai kya?
Apne khwabo se pyar krna aur duniya se lad jana
Aasan hai kya?
Raaton ko jagna aur aasu bahana
Aasan hai kya?
Sabka sath dete hue bhi khud ko akela pana
Aasan hai kya?
Usne pucha har din aasan hai kya?

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I waited so long to be loved right
Someone who won’t forget to kiss goodnight
Someone who never leaves my side
Someone who doesn’t always tell me I am wrong
Someone who knows I cannot be always strong
Someone who remembers smallest of the things I said
Someone who loves me to my last breath
Someone who sees the inner child inside me
Someone who do not assume how I wanna be
Someone who bring calmness to my heart & mind
Someone who is masculine yet kind
Someone whose words matches his actions
Someone who is not around just because of attraction
Someone who plans trips and date nights
Someone who gives me kisses and love bites
Someone who doesn’t make me hate myself and criticises me all the time
Someone who works hard and saves all the dime
I waited so long to be loved by the right person
Someone who brings out my best version

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Aage badhne nikli thi fir piche mudkar dekh liya
Hasta hue uske chehre ko rota dekh liya

Ab zamana kya sikhayega hume ishq kya hai
Humne ishq mey har chiz ko khota dekh liya

K unki nazre baya kr ri thi haal-e-dil
Pr unki awaz mey humne samjhota dekh liya

Kabhi baya na kr skenge toh raaz hi sahi
Humne aaine mey khud ka mukhota dekh liya

Dil tutne pr har koi karta hai gazle aur kavita
Humne b khud ko shayra hota dekh liya

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I knew nothing between us is fine
I knew the relationship is dying
But I never gave up
I knew we are being distant
I knew our relation is loosing existence
But I never gave up
The chaos in my mind was hurting me
I knew I am hurting you with my words
But only to save our relationship because I never wanted to give up
I knew in love I have back luck
I knew my love won’t be enough
But I never gave up
I fought with myself I fought with you
You were silent all the time leaving me to suffer alone
You never reacted when I expressed my concern
I started feeling I have some problem
I started feeling I am the problem
It made me sad and mad and choked me
I stopped sleeping at night
I stopped looking happier and bright
I still wanted you because I knew you are a good person
And I never will give up on you!

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I don’t want a strict partner because life has been harsh on me. I want love.
I don’t want one flower on special days because I am special. I want the bouquet.
I don’t want me to tell you want to eat or where to go because I have always been on decision making seat. I want a leader in my life.
I don’t want someone to depend financially on me because I am taking care of a few already. I want a support.
I don’t want to get teary eyed because as I have always been crying. I want to be happy.
I don’t want to be aggressive because it hurts my spirit. I want you to be calm so I be calmer.
I don’t want to know what should I wear as I bought my freedom on a heavy price. I want you to say wear whatever I love you.
I don’t want to just be a part of your life and not be involved as I give all in. I want a person who is all in with me.
I don’t want to taken for granted because people have used me a lot. I want to be first priority each and every day.
I don’t want to apologise all the time because I have done that in outside world. I want you to grab me by my waist and love me till I forgive you.
I don’t want people who don’t value me because now I know what I am worth. I am magic✨

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Jab ek din mai apni kahani sunaunga
Sbki aankhon mey sailab mai launga
Log sochte hai kitna khush hai ye
Uss khushi k piche chupe aasuo ko dikhaunga
Mai rehta hu maujud har gam mey aur khushi mey dosto ki
Kab mujhe thi zarurat dosto ki vo bhi dikhaunga
Hairan mat hona tum uss sachaai ko dekhkr
Social media pe chal rhe natak ko bhi samjhaunga
Jab ek din mai apni kahani sunaunga

Tum sochte ho kyu naainsafi hai sb jagh
Mujhe mile kam aur ise kyu jyada
Ek din tumhari sari galat fehmiyo ka hisab bhi chukaunga
Jab mai apni kahani sunaunga

Tumhare samne mai jal rha tha par tum anjan the
Tumhe toh bs dikhayi mere tohfe beshumaar the
Tumhe unn tohfo mey chupe zakhmo se wakif kraunga
Jab ek din mai apni kahani sunaunga

Abhi bhi waqt hai mere sachhe dost ban jao
Kbhi mai kaisa hoon vo bhi samjh jao
Kahi aisa na ho sidhe mere janaze se milne aao
Tab mai apni kahani bhi na suna paunga
Dur iss duniya se jab mai chla jaunga

Puch toh kabhi mere bhai tu kaisa hai
Jo dikhta hai hume samne kya tera sach bhi vaisa hai
Tu mil toh sahi aur jaan mere dil ka haal
Mera dil tere samne paros kr jaunga
Jab ek din mai apni kahani sunaunga

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हंसती हुई देखती हैं दुनिया उसे
क्या रोता हुआ देख पाएगी?
जिसको समझा मज़बूत था
क्या उसे टूटा हुआ देख पाएगी?
खूबसूरत सी उस परी को
क्या लड़ता हुआ देख पाएगी?
दुनिया छोटी हो गई है हमारी
सब लोग समझते हैं वो जानते हर शक्स को
क्या असलियत जानकर भी
भगवान मान पाएगी ?
अंदर झाको तो ज़ख्म मिलेंगे
उन जख्मों को अपना पाएगी ?
सब करते हैं पर्दा सोशल मीडिया पर
तो फिर हिजाब को हटाने की मांग पर रोक लगाएगी?
दोगले हैं लोग यहा
ख़ुद मुखोटे पहन दूसरो को आइना दिखाते हैं
ये दुनिया कब खुद को आइना दिखाएगी?
क्या कभी खुदमे झांक पाएगी?

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दरवाज़ा खुला ही तो था
उसने देखकर सोचा के बंद हैं
तो बिना खटकाए ही
वापस लौट गया

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