It will tell you how beautiful i am
How my deep brown eyes tell the truth with honesty when i stare
How my perfectly dark or color hair perfectly shine, oh just perfect
How my smile curves beauty
And if you can see yourself the way it sees you
So perfectly created
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I choose to forgive totally
Letting it go, but the memory still lives on, rushing in at the sight of you or someone like you
You can say I am traumatized
But Forgiveness is an everyday and every time exercise
So I forgive you
Totally-
If you refuse to be better and heal, but wait for someone better love
You become the monster in the “better’s” notes-
Anger floods me, knowing I am just convince to you
Fully aware of where I put you, in the highest of mountains, so sacred.
But the anger isn’t at you, it’s me for being so blind-
I feel like turning off my phone, knowing If I stopped talking, you vanish
it’s just a looping stream, that I got stuck in,
Suffocating, I turn on my phone to reply, feeling bad that I might become you
When does this loop end 😣-
You brought me no peace , taking every smile away from me
But I have learnt to live without you or without any expectations
So please be gone and make it a distance 😌-
I am not living according to anyone’s timing but the who created me and
There are things that I can’t control-
The love I have found not from man
The zeal-drive to see my dreams come true
The continue ask and search for Wisdom-