Things worth living for

Destiny- I want to see what God does with this broken glassed soul

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I think it’s by seeking forgiveness both inside and outside ( the hurting and the hurt )
And working to be better

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Is like choosing your die all over again,
Counting my survival with every step I fall

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I feel like I should leap over walls
But then I lay down back, because my walls have pressed on me with reminder of an edging past

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It will tell you how beautiful i am
How my deep brown eyes tell the truth with honesty when i stare
How my perfectly dark or color hair perfectly shine, oh just perfect
How my smile curves beauty
And if you can see yourself the way it sees you
So perfectly created

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I choose to forgive totally
Letting it go, but the memory still lives on, rushing in at the sight of you or someone like you
You can say I am traumatized
But Forgiveness is an everyday and every time exercise

So I forgive you
Totally

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If you refuse to be better and heal, but wait for someone better love
You become the monster in the “better’s” notes

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If you wait for someone special you might miss the special one

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Anger floods me, knowing I am just convince to you
Fully aware of where I put you, in the highest of mountains, so sacred.
But the anger isn’t at you, it’s me for being so blind

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I feel like turning off my phone, knowing If I stopped talking, you vanish
it’s just a looping stream, that I got stuck in,
Suffocating, I turn on my phone to reply, feeling bad that I might become you
When does this loop end 😣

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