I’m the monster that seeps within
From people’s mouth chain reaction
Jabs and insults take different shapes
Be the bigger person and just walk away

Let them talk, they’ll say what they say
If they’re truly your friend they wont fade away
Trapped like a maze in frustration
They spread thoughts of you in every situation

Miserable with themselves you’re the villain they sponsor
You’ll know the performance like they’re accepting an Oscar
Stone walls surround gossip to keep me
sedated and bounce
the message of hate how you display it

Embrace your good heart and
accept some will only take
advantage of you
Learn the signs to detect all the clues

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Words can’t express my love for you
You’re not only a partner, a lover,
but a good friend too
I am so into you

I can’t think of anything but
Loving you to the moon
The kisses, the hugs and
The oh oh eww

This is just me thinking of you
All I need, is me, next to you
Romance and chivalry
Please make it soon

We met this year
Can you believe it’s just June
Our hearts beat together
Like a musical tune

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Living life to the fullest
Never claimed to be the coolest
Just sippin on that fluid
Turn my cheek to the bullshit

Searching for release
Flip the tape for more peace
Hard as concrete
In me is no retreat

See what you see
The beginning like Adam and Eve
The end is incomplete
It’s yet to be seen

Say what you mean
Or change the tv screen
They’re not worth a septum
Stand tall and just Let Them

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I'm so in love with you
Sorry for what I put you through
My heart is in a better place
Surrounded by your grace

Feelings I can't seem to shake
Thoughts of you before bed
Dreams of you before I awake
Only fear is being played

Some people change and
Some stay the same
Never playing games
But winning is the only thing

You are who I want
No need to explain
Never taking for
granted any single day

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What have I done
My heart weighs a ton
Hauling my emotions on
This highway of love

I love you too
If you only knew
I don't deserve me
Let alone you

Some decisions aren't the best ones
Please forgive my mistakes
I know I messed up
I'm trying to be brave
and just keep my head up

When I look to the stars
I only see you
The speed of lights reflection
Reveals how much I miss you

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Under the eyelids of my soul I can see your reflection
I feel the warmth of your skin against mine
I can taste the wine from your lips
I run my fingers through the memory of your hair

Lost in a dream world I have created between you and
I
I can't tell a lie, I can't get you off my mind
Believe me I've tried and you always come back to life
Revived from the magic of my
unconscious thoughts

Plowing through emotions yet trapped like a mouse
gets caught
Except I am still breathing
my feelings never give up hope for you

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The words have not been
coming but the emotions
have
I keep feeling, keep healing,
until this life's a wrap

Trying to understand and
living with meaning,
searching and dreaming,
along the long lit path

Moments of forgiveness
with people of significance
Writing my purpose,
I'm the only witness

Sensitive senses reveal true
intentions
I wish I was wrong but
now my withdrawal
invokes me as pretentious

I have no fear just a new year
to do me with conviction

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Stuck in reflection
and craving connection
All of life's lessons
The thoughts I am wrestling

Yearning for someone who
really just gets me
Windows of the soul
Cosmically connecting

I haven't found you yet
I know you're somewhere
Beneath the clouds sorrow
Above the thoughts of nowhere

Come to me now
Let the universe manifest you
We've danced in my dreams
So I can wake up next to you

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I dream of a world lit
by the flame of peace
Actions speak to my
thoughts like being lost at sea
Never drowning in chaotic scenes
Writing down dreams that make me
complete
Because when the wax runs out
what did I do in between
What lessons have I learned from
the wicks unconscious heat
Melting into a new shape is my escape
Fragrant moments detected
from tranquil memories reflected
Stay humble and always count your blessings

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I'll never forget that dreadful day
The cloud from the collapse
Reached in every which way
Terror was that place

Conspiracy theories dominate
Unless it was your loved one
Who became one of the names
Since has been nothing but hate

Between the internet, the attack,
And career politicians on stage
Division is the new game
Playing at the highest of stakes

I want my country back without
Care who's too blame
Let's all join together again
This is the United States

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