By telling myself that you had god.

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Silence till i heal myself completely.

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"I'm so tired, Lord, that tears are not falling at this moment.
My eyes are twitching, my body is shaking, and they get watery but not flowing.
I guess You want me to be an ocean,
so I'll hold all this deep inside."

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Some hardships are lessons, not past karma.
You’ll understand them later, when your energy returns in your own timeline—
until then, take this as a sign from me, telling you ahead of time.

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Once i ran,
There's no comingback,
That's survival hack.

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I'll make sure to burn the bridges behind as they did not deserve me anymore.

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How can something awful be my fault, when all I’ve ever wanted is to know something beautiful? Or I guess, in wishing on a flower, I forgot about thorns.

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"You threw my calm into the thresher,
and now you want me to be good on paper.
Darling, my words will bleed—
ink-stained truths you never dared to read.

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