"Please stop forcing me, studying is absolutely boring."
"If you at least pass the midterms, I promise I will spend a night with you <3." I slipped my hand into his hand.
"You don't have to." He let go of my hand. I was disappointed.
"Why, don't you wanna?" It was hard to believe that he rejected such a golden offer.
"It's just that, I can do more things with you in my imagination then you'd let me in real life."
He was right. I fell silent. He's more stubborn then I thought.

"You're greedy."
"I am a teenager, of course I would be."

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There's a lot of things I want you to do
You know well, it's hard to separate from you
Right now we drown in this burning passion
I'll let you make this our new love fashion,
Show me your abilities to keep our fire alive
Show me your aggressive side, tonight you lead the drive.

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Talking to you is akin to
Finding a shade in burning sunshine
Finding shiny diamonds in coal mine,
Seeing past the "I'm Fine"
Talking to you has become a new hobby of mine.

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Mosquitoes come, go
Forcibly make us hear songs
And leave red swallows.

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My days here are coming to an end
I wish we could spend
Some more
Together, to see what they have in store
For us.

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Why, you stay in my mind
Everytime I try to focus
Your thoughts is what I find,
When I think about you
Adrenaline releases into my system,
Dopamine in my brain.
Everytime I get a contact of skin
Every single touch gives me half-spin
Your sweet talks acts akin
And before I realised, you became
My daily dose of dopamine.

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New feelings, new emotions
Are spilling speedily through actions.
Never ever thought I would again fall
And you'd become my heart's call
Only now I know it can happen twice thrice and more,
Each time it can shake your heart's core.
I'm in its spell again
Bounded again to feel pleasure and pain.
The proof is in my stupidity and idiocity
I'm quite surprised to see the reality.
No other emotion feels this pure
Never let it to contaminate, it doesn't have cure.

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Eyes filled with tears
Heart suffering in pain,
Mind is restless knowing
I'm just in your brain.

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This night seems endless and deadly.

I'm feeling nothing, insides empty.

Why am I given a life and consciousness?

Why am I alive? Everything is pointless.

If I open my eyes tomorrow,

Will my world look different?

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Experiencing a Contentment


(Rewritten story)


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