I'm here again, encircling the emotions
That i couldn't control. That dumb heart
Has grown so wild and stubborn that it
Refuses to listen and understand that we
Can no longer miss them.
It still beats faster at the thought of them
And the brain stupidly do send that annoying
Smiles to accompany it. The happiness it brings
Sends a hot wave of old good memories and the
Pain and feeling of brokenness comes in.
The heart is then reminded once again that
The ache and laboured breathings that kept
Us awake was caused by them. But even though
They have hurt us, we once cherished and loved
Them. It's not easy to let go of what you once
Cherished and loved. We still miss you.
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