Talk to myself now
worshipping aghast dark
To lesser the pain, I swallow
essence of the crescent moon
like a howling wolve
and compose broken thoughts
Feed my soul through the night,
nobody needs to know how
Who loves me, can hurt
me the most; I know now..

Going deeper all alone,
closer I am to your
trending purple rain..
Enough stress on my feet
to survive through the pain
Jumped in your street
Got in the middle, I was
caught in your web often
Hit my dice, but I get
to love both sides of the coin!

Dark clouds in your hair
drive me so mad, I forget
that my sun always sets there
burning like a cigarette..!

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* সংগোপন *
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তুমি যাওঁ বুলি কৈয়েই গুছি যাব নোৱাৰা
বুকুৰ বাওঁফালৰ তিলটো মোক দি থৈ যোৱা
নতুবা মদৰুৱা তুলসীপাতটো
দুপৰীয়াৰ মায়াজালত নীৰৱে মুখ গুজি ৰ'ম
এজাপ চিঠি লৈ..
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* কাদম্বৰী মোৰ *

মোৰ স্বপ্নীল ভাৱনাক অলংকৃত কৰি
উদাসী সন্ধিয়াৰ জোনাকত কাদম্বৰী মোৰ..
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Of your melted diamond smiles,
I want to keep some sun
Minute after minute,
I want to fall for it
A fantastic voyage
to lose myself
into a paradise of pain..

I want to hear those songs
of a lone moon when
it flows from your heart
like nicotin from my blood,
I want to take a sip of that
to sink me in you
over and over again..

I want to burst out into tears
Let it pour down,
Let it pour all crazy nights
Blame on all bruised evenings
that bring back you
from my days of yesteryears
casting shadows over pain..

Right from the start
there is too much in my mind
Watch me now playing in rain
Right from the start
of those riddles in my mind,
a riddle I can not solve
which lies with me and you again..

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* কৃষ্ণচূড়াৰ ডিঙিত ওলমে মোৰ অৰ্দ্ধাকাশ *





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One last shot
Straight from my heart
And now thousand smiles
Hang on your lips...

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Cold moon flows
Touches bosom
Our love sick fantasies
Sculpts desire of swallowed fame
Oh, long lost symphonies !

Curtain falls on blazing seduction
Slaying us over and over again..
Lighting the dark curse upon us
Until shadows remain

Dead snow caresses weeping river
Seeking solace on our cemeteries
Gusty wind fondles autumn meadows
Bleed for vengeance, no remorse to keep

Celestial yet so surreal desire
Our love sick fantasies
Saying Hallelujah! to rebel's prayers
We bury all angel's prophecies..!!

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Some days I'm rich, some days I'm poor
cracked up skulls, how they paint my nights
bullets of hate tear me up a zillion times..
buried emotions serve my God right
till he hears them, children's suffocating cries
these days I'm rich, like these days I own!

counting stinky money makes us contagious
we throw actions on stage
hunger to play the hero with them poor,
in pain too, broken smiles who chase!
sauce 'em brains a dozen love
while they cough on your velvet floors
drowsy kids lick LSD, filling
whiskey topped up whores!
some days I'm hit, some days I'm blown!

stop bitching up until I'm done
kicking hope down through the memory lane
let you pray even for the days to come
might be tired, still relentless!
would a history of damned time be left open?
or would you let 'em blame the Bible again?

ain't that some filthy fun
since the day I was born?
some days I'm God
some days I'm torn..!

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Shared same collapsed dream
in the whistling wind
breathed out what was inhaled
Crimson sky we gulped overnight
left us inked and fragmented

With a cup of pure delight,
obscure sorrows we splitted
How much blood can fill the lust
transcending us
beneath insidious colors,
once was faded?

My flaws are always mine,
I have sworn, you insisted
A song of betrayal stabbed,
sliced me more,
like a souvenir I cherished,
left me deserted

Tried to find my peace
hiding in the crowd again
In hollowed thoughts, I dwelled
falling into abyss, asked myself
Did I deserve to be wounded?

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* জীৱন *

এটি মৰাসুঁতি হয়
এদিন যি আছিল এখনি খৰস্ৰোতা নৈ
ঐককেন্দ্ৰিক বৃত্তৰ দৰেই কেন্দ্ৰাভিমুখী গতি
শ্বাশ্বত অথচ অনুপলব্ধ
অস্থাৱৰ অথচ কোলাহলময়
য'ত দিশহাৰা হয় বহুজনৰ পানচৈ
বতাহত উৰে দুঃখৰ হালধীয়া পাখি
এটুপি-দুটুপি সহস্ৰজনৰ তেজৰ টোপালেৰে
জীয়াই তোলাৰ বৃথা চেষ্টা মাথোঁ,
ছাইৰঙী উঠা-নমাত জাহ যায় চাগে' ভাৱনাৰ পাহাৰ
আৰু কবৰত ডৰা-ডৰে গজি উঠে ইউকেলিপ্টাছ!
প্ৰাবল্যৰ তালে-তালে গাই যায় শ্মশান ভগ্নসুৰ
মৰুময় তৃষ্ণাৰে শুষ্ক আকাশ
একাকাৰ হয় য'ত বহুৰূপী আস্ফালন
অস্পষ্ট অথচ অসহনীয়
গ্ৰহণীয় অথচ অনুৰ্বৰ
দুৰ্বাৰ চিৰন্তন সোঁত হৈ কেন্দ্ৰাভিমুখী যাত্ৰা
সময়ৰ প্ৰতীক্ষা বাধিত হয় এদিন
দস্তুৰমত থমকে ঘূৰ্ণণ
নিৰ্মমভাৱে গৰকে সৰাপাতৰ সেউজীয়া সপোন
থমকি ৰয় দৈনন্দিন পৰিক্ৰমা ইয়াতেই
এই মৰাসুঁতিৰ বুকুত
যাৰ নাম জীৱন।

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