Sometimes I forget that you have left !

But I still go there looking for you,

To sit on that plastic chair waiting for tea

I look at the same table in the corner, 

It's like a nightmare for me when I realize that you are gone.

I don't think you too remember sometimes the same table, the hot glass with karak tea and my fav black Oreo.

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It's not easy, nothing is going to be easy,
Such a horrific incident I have hardly had in my life.
It's so painful,
Painful than hitting ones own head in the wall, painful than falling down from a running bike.
God please give me the power to restore, rejuvenate and forget.

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My Mind pulls me to its black hole

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I was ever a fighter,
so one fight more
the best and the last
~Robert Browning

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I was ever a fighter, so one fight more the best and last
~Robert Browning

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Love is a magic
Not game
Played by gamer

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In a silvery night
She was wrapped in moon carpet
It glittered under the simmering snow.
Vapors were seen evaporating.

In that windy screen, the activity was seen,
 She came glimmering in Flora's Secret mood.

The runaway dogs howled like the wolves at midnight.
The fireflies were seen flashing from far-away banks.
Like the stars gazing at the naked bodies.
Some stars were twinkling like a blinking human eye.

The shadows, the glitters, the lights, the sounds, the stars, and the fireflies all disappeared in an electric beat.
It burst out like a thunder
It was completely dark, and it was darkest. 
Nothing appeared again, still waiting for at least a single tiny spark...

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I never knew such a dull my heart would be,
It fell for a fallen out.
It shed teary spring
For just a mere thing.
A heart who don't keep you
Should you have a room?
The chambers of heart was reserved for the love, same love that says, "your heart is inconsequential".
I built a castle in my mind for you,
But you say, "I don't find my home in you".
A mind which dreams about you forever, you say I don't have you in any layers.
"I belong to someone", you say.
When I say, "can I be yours"
"You never have been, not even in the now and never will be in my heart ever", She declared. The heart which already cried a day ago, knew that It was not easy but never expected such a horrible rejection.
The heart, the mind, the nerve, the senses were all numb, roothless and dislocated.
The places were downtrodden with no hope left for the castle of dreams.
The castle of glass with a gigantic bang of shattering all dreams into pieces and landing nowhere, they fly up forever, vanishing in the powdery air.

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She left me in the same place where she picked up.

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The pure Diamond only shines when dug but huge carrots lie unnoticed, it is hardly dug.

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