आखिरी कविता :
ये मेरी जिंदगी की आखिरी कविता,
क्योंकि अब जान चुकी हूँ जिंदगी जीने का सही तरीका 😆
क्या मिलना है लिखने और किसी की यादों में जीने से,
देखो; उनको कोई फर्क नहीं पड़ेगा तुम्हारे होने या ना होने से,
फिर क्यों खुद को तकलीफ देना,
क्यों अपने अतीत में जीना ?
जब तुम्हें खुद वहाँ अब नहीं है जाना,
और तुम्हें भी पता है कि वहाँ तुम्हें अब कुछ नहीं है पाना !!
हाँ यहाँ तुम्हें एक पहचान मिलेगा,
पर प्यार को तुम हर रोज तरसोगे क्योंकि यहाँ हर कोई तुम्हें बीमार मिलेगा,
यहाँ सब अपनी गमों की नुमाइश करते नज़र आएंगे,
पर तुम्हारी तकलीफ बाँटने कोई आगे नहीं आएंगे,
हाँ बेशक लोग यहाँ तुम्हें पहचान जाएंगे,
और तुम एक अच्छे लेखक के नाम से मशहूर हो जाओगे,
पर यकीन मानो यहाँ तुम सुकून कभी नहीं पाओगे 😆
जिंदगी में अगर नाम ही सब कुछ होता,
तो खुसियों के लिए आज हर कोई क्यों रो रहा होता ?
यहाँ तुम्हें शायद झूठी खुशी और रोशनी मिल जाए,
पर मैंने ऐसे जगमगाहट भी देखे हैं,
जहाँ अनंत रोशनी में खड़े होकर भी लोग खुदको अकेला ही पाते हैं,
भाई इतनी रोशनी लेकर लोग आखिर कहाँ जाते हैं ?
यहाँ तुम लोगों को जिंदगी का मतलब सिखाओगे,
पर जाने अंजाने तुम खुद जीना भूल जाओगे,
तो क्यों जीना ऐसी जिंदगी,
चलो अब आगे बढ़ो; आगे बहुत सारी है खुशी 😆
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I can't sleep from past few week ,
Your words hurt me deep .
You wanted freedom & so I gave ,
Now why you want me back, plz behave .
I told you don't create a gap ,
I too loved sleeping on your lap ,
But you didn't care ,
Our love was so deep but you weren't aware.
Now plz do me a favour; don't doubt my love ,
Coz it's you who made the situation tough .
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You hated when I called you a child,
But baby you don't know its only you who can turn me wild,
I miss my smile as you are not here,
We have parted & it's been a year,
We both had a habit of running away from our feelings,
But now we both can hear each other's screeming,
Now it's enough; I can't bear this anymore,
Now we know we both haven't loved someone this much before.-
I Love You for who you are,
And I never want you to change,
You also showed your love was true & you never kept me in cage.
You left me free so that I can fly,
May be you knew I can't live without you & will never tell a goodbye.-
Whenever I get angry; He smiles & all my anger is over.
He loves seeing me wild; So he comes a little more closer.
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True Love waits
They may get lost sometimes in their way;
But they know deep inside there is no other heart in which they can reside.
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__One Sided Love__
One Sided Love is true & pure
but this love has given me an immense pain for sure.
Though we are not together but in my memories you reside forever.
You don't love me ; this I know ,
but why you never told me so that I can let you go ?
Why I m still in dark ,
my heart is bleeding coz of you ;
can't you see this cut mark ?
Or you also love me ;
just you don't wanna show ,
but what if I go
& you never had a chance to tell that you too wanted to see our love to grow... !-
Don't force yourself to love someone
Let it take it's time
But remember true love is always blind.
So whenever you find your love
Don't ever give up on them even if you have to face some trouble in having them.
Although this love is full of struggle
But only here you will find your inner peace & only this love is going to shine with the passage of time-
Behaviour matters; Chemistry matters,
A Relationship without Love will surely shatter.
Where Relationship is totally based on terms & conditions,
Love is truely based on trust, friendship & freedom..-
I can't blame you for my loss, yes I can't blame.
You didn't loved me; thats fine, There should not be any shame.
I should not have hurt myself just to take a revenge.
If I did this then it's not your fault, Yes you played a big role in this but you don't deserve an assault.
I should have behaved consciousy,
I should not have made myself fall for someone forcefully.
Then why should I blame you, now it's clear you don't deserve to stay even in my mind.
If somebody tried to enter my life; I should have easily declined.
I should not have given them the power to control me,
I should not have given them an athourity to hurt or abuse me.
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