Is that a crime?
To being selfish
just because I want to smile.
I wish
being crazy is fine
so that I could forgive
the old self of mine
who sat in a corner
with no courage to fight.
The involuntary works of my heart
that kept on against my will,
made it hard to utter me in silence
that you have to survive.

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The pain is mine to endure,
Believe it or not
Hell will seem simpler,
It's true life doesn't go around
the way you want
So it's simple that
The pain is mine to endure.

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When you just learn to survive within toxicity there is no going back,
You keep on embracing and keep on going.
Even realising the fact of getting burned and getting consumed in it doesn't help.

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When toxicity is kind of unavoidable
Either you have to become stronger to survive
Or tolerate untill you have to decompose to the end.

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Those lights before darkness made me realise it's not that bad to embrace the darkness as well as my dark side.

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I just can't give up the efforts where it will show my desperation to hold onto you.
I will give up the moment when my efforts will realise to let go of you.

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When I see things falling apart
And don't know what to do,
Going with the flow
Doesn't feel any better.
It burdens with those heavy desperation
To save that bond made with every ounce of love filled with thousands of moments.
But then fate have its own story to write.

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Positivity doesn't need second thoughts.

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Sometimes some people makes ridiculous assumptions afar from the facts and they still shamelessly continues to being tactless after being clearly explained too.

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Old chats from best friends group chat is always nostalgic but most importantly rather than tears it brings a beautiful smile to the face.

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