I'm not strong enough to
Laugh
To cry
To carry my responsibilities
To speak
To love
To be the me I wanna be

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My confidence is fading away
Anxiety is coming back
I can't fake it anymore

I am not doing what I aspired to
I give into my addictions
I still haven't put my heart out
Life is even more grey now
4:03 sleepless n procrastinating
Can't even kms :(

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For f sake
I'm too damaged to salvage
Let me be
Let me drown
It's despondent tranquility

Arms free
Falling deep as light dims
Clear blue water
So quiet with rushing of blood in veins heard clear as a gong n bell

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when u r so emotionally burnt
there is nothing left

everything becomes meaningless

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2.18
Bad habits r hard to break

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No late night writings today
I wanna break bad habits
I want to be happy
I am going to be a better version of myself
I will start by going to bed early
I will be Succeed

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Being in a cell
Without any light

In a big crowd
With no path to guide

Aimlessly wondering
Until u accidentally arrive

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You can't sleep

If your problems are too big
Or your Dreams are

Scariest part is not knowing
Which is which
Or how big it is?

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When you kill your feelings
numb your mind
You destroy your body
You can't even feel it
Until its too late.

The numbness fades
The feelings never left n now pain accompanied them
It all came back
Its suffocating

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Happiness
What is happiness?

For me, it's rewatching Jurassic park over n over

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