What I really am , What positive Qualities I have , What things I can do , From How Strong I am ..

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To My Papa,
Tommorow is the first birthday of existence that I am gonna have without you .
You were My Pole star without which I am very much direction less but With the belief you had in me I will soon Find my direction..
I feel very empty without you You were the only person who I use to talk my heart out and who use understand me and whats going on in my mind with just a hello on a phone call ..
Be at peace where ever you are We will together get through this rough phase soon ..We love you and we miss you ...

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Its very convenient for people to feel your Arrogance . Not their fault though you show them that arrogance not all those times when you control yourself ,when you measure every word you say and when you try to be nice to everyone stating your fear of hurting , angering or upsetting them so much that you conceal what you actually feel about things they do, say or want you to do . That when your that controlled dam blasts due to overpressure its outcome is always negative energy , arrogance , anxiety or irritated behaviour . The key points in this is your Arrogance is a result of you being arrogant with yourself, ignoring yourself , your thoughts , your that fear nothing but you is the root cause of it.

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Its so easy to feel guilty of not hustling a day even when you are not in a condition to but just some words can just trigger you to feel like you are wasting your time that you should be guilty for taking a day off . Wow I never expected it to affect someone so much but on A journey towards becoming what you always dreamt off this Little things just has the power of crumbling all your confidence which you built on yourself with so much of hardwork.

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Sometimes all I need is you to talk nonsense about anything , Because you have that special ability to soothe my tusnami flooded mind , which none other than You can do..You are my relief fund and my disaster manager .

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Look into the mirror and talk with your reflection that can never be fake like others.... It will always be excited to talk with you everyday , every hour , every minute and every second ... If thats not happens that means you need to love yourself more , accept yourself more and respect yourself more .......

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Mental health everyone talks about it thinks about it .. Though people are changing and now talking about mental health is not that big of a taboo.. But the old thought Khud ki takaleef zada lagiti hai is still very much prominent thought.... No matter how much one says Be in others shoes to know their pain IT IS FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE FOR OTHERS TO BE IN OTHERS SHOES THATS NOT AT ALL POSSIBLE .And That makes it even more important for everyone to turn more empathetic towards others . Yes your suffering is very heartbreaking so does of others is . So we all should think before we speak , comment ,judge , troll , break heart ,laugh at other . We all are together but fighting our own battel so why not become one another's cheerleaders rather than hurting each other. Think about a world where every one in geniunly empathetic to each others .. Isn't is what we all want .. Shouldn't we become empathetic to others first than expect the same ..You can't reep mangoes from Neems tree...You gotta sow mangoes seeds first for having mangoe fruit ..Be Empathetic Be understanding Be supportive Be humble Be everything you what others to be yourself first for your ownself than for others .

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As Not everything is Black or White but Grey..Same are the decisions we make which are and always going to be gray from some of the other Perspective ... Life is always grey neither white nor black.. The sooner we understand this the better it is for out mental health...

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Human mind juggles With its conscious and subconscious parts. As cherry on top comes the overthinking of both. In conscious part you know what is going on but what affects directly to our health is the subconscious part's overthinking which you don't know what is going on .. Result vola an amazing combination on headache sometimes with nausea sometimes with mood swings 😷😒😑.

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Having one friend who understands your moods , behaviours , silence emotions ,said unsaid words and efforts into a friendshinp is far better than having lots of friends who you have to explain everything to.. If you have one such friend you are believe me FUCKING VERY LUCKY and you should be So FUCKING grateful for that ..

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