So tiny yet your precious little one...
I miss your laughter it made me feel loved
Your jokes my solace...
Even though it hurts so much your memories will I cherish forever
I miss you papa, keep being my guardian angel-
As a child I though my freedom lies in being an adult
As a child I thought the world was carefree and only needed me to grow up
As a child I thought wrong, but being an adult I know better...-
I AM SO SORRY
I am so sorry
For the sleepless nights
The nights you cried with no consolation
The nights and days you couldn’t talk about it
The nights and days you waited for their calls
The nights and days you miss hearing their voice
I know humans expect you to grieve a certain way, or to a certain point...
I know it is expected not to show weakness,
I know it is expected not to cry because crying will never bring them back...
I know it is human nature to get tired of seeing you grieve
No one truly understands... it is not dying that hurts, it is loosing their presence in all you do and also knowing that for all of life’s eternity they will never be there...
So hurt when you want, cry when you want because that’s how they know you miss them...
If truly wishes were horses, I would turn into a genie just to see my mama smile again...
Death hurts, but the reality kills...
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Your pace, your time, your laughter,
Your energy, and your will
When the sun wakes, I hope your day is brightened
by it’s beauty-
A SHORT STORY
Shhh silence with rays of light
Strong yet subtle
Hard yet gentle
I crave you, I want you...
a short story, yet interesting-
A place where the earth understands love...
I will meet you half way he said, where
nothing else matters but us...-
When you fall in love you always give off
a piece of you and that’s ok...
I mean you love hard, you love deep
so it is ok.. everyone you come in contact with,
be it for a long time or a short time gets to
share in your awesomeness and that’s
not a bad thing...
The perfect imperfect you becomes
a safe place to so many because
you are soft, loving and accommodating
so I applaud you gorgeous....
I hope you never change, I hope one bad experience never turns you bitter...
Love is beautiful, feel it, nourish it, explore it...
The part of you that loves love, that craves it should never be buried... stay beautiful darling, love selflessly because love is a teacher...-