If your loved one was able to share this complex and unbounded emotion of love with you and then decides to leave, it means that for whatever selfish or selfless reason they had ,meant more then your love for them.

The creator knows what's best for you and sooner or later everything will be alright...in his time.

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She: What happened to her?
To me she was the only one.....but to her I was an option , A maybe.
This maybe kept me going and anytime this maybe turned into a yes , I would go crazy and when this maybe turned into a no , then I would go crazy.
This craziness ruined me and I lost it all....the love of my life ....a friend of a lifetime....a bond of an eternity.
I've done everything humanly possible and now I have given my burden to my creator.

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I had a clear picture of what you meant to me and what you were in my life....but I failed to understand what I meant to you and where I stood in yours.
Everything that has , is and will happen is a result of this simple statement.

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Ego and hope .....a deadly combination for misery.
Ideals and promises......a straight up nuke to the soul.

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All that anger , disgust and cussing .....only enough to create an instance of isolation but not enough to realize that it's done.

It is true.....anything goes.

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He : Love and relationship aren't the same.
She : how's that?
He : In love we sort out our differences , In relationships we let our differences separate us.
She : ....hmmm.
He : Relax ...😉, I know what we were.

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Someday you'll read it all and understand the reality of it....
The reality that you believed in a lie and lived it.

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Waiting on a bike....she comes close, he places the helmet on her head and even though she could do it herself ....instead she leans over towards ....eye to eye and he fix the straps into place,

"Damn these memories"...

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From pretending to fall asleep everytime you spoke ,
To waiting for you to just say anything throughout the night.

Growing strong to say enough is enough Nd contradicting the pain of losing it,
Two sides of a coin which is everything I have but no place or person can place a value on it except my own.

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That moment when it ends with the last text or call but still a small voice lurks inside saying.....
"this is far from over".


Desperation manifested to its extreme or just plain Nd simple love

Which one are you?

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