Soon I’m going to die,
and
all memory of mine will have left the earth
and
I shall be loved for a while and forgotten
But
The love will have been enough
All those impulses of love return
To the love the made me
Every memory is not necessary for love
These is a land of living
and
A land of dead
and
The bridge is love
The only survival
The only meaning

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Your one year was wrong,
Might be
Your whole life years were wrong,
But still you have chance to improve
Until you die

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KUCH THA
Kuch tha kuch nhi tha,
Par jo tha khoob Surat tha,
Jab hum ajanabee the par khas the
Jab hum khas the par ajanabee the,
Ab na hi vo khoobsurati h na hi vo,
Par ab meri ek tarfa mohabbat bhi nhi rhi,
Na jane kyu
Kl uski awaaz ne mujhe asar nhi kiya,
Kya mai bhul gai,
Par mai usey bhul nhi chahti,
Tho kya ho gya…
Jo kuch tha vo kuch nhi kaise rha…
Ab kuch khoobsurat nhi raha…
Shyd
Ab vo bhi nhi raha meri zindagi me,
Na hi mere dil ne uski koi tasveer…
Vo kuch nhi hai,
Ab kuch khas nhi h,
Vo ab khoobsurat nhi h…
Ab vo ajanabee h….
Par ab sukoon h…
Shyd
meri pehli mohabbat ko aise hi jana tha
Kuch sikha kuch dekha kuch smjha
Kuch tha tho
Par ab kuch nhi bacha

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Can't help but wonder, what if you left before me
It started raining before I got home
Worrying about what to make for dinner
Radio keeps playing songs I don't known
While I wrestle and fight with time

Should I look back or look forward
Other look at my determination
This is the well hidden weakness
May be no one will discover my true colors but I have that side too
Sentimental and moody, occasionally
Falling apart, irresponsly thinking about the past

I wake up started at 3:00am
Secretly still leading....how to gracefully let go
While I wrestle and fight with time
Should i look back or look forward
Others look at my determination
This is the hidden weakness
Those unwilling to yield, surely don't belong to me

A sweet burden
Also has time for a break

Even the smallest dream would selfishly want to have
The me that you know
Is just a part of me
When I make an exchange with happiness
Gritting my teeth to get to where
I am today not
Ordinary is just used to bring without makeup
It's to practice cut off, let go and leave at least once

If someone saw my true color
I won't care if He's disillusioned
Appreciating my imperfection
That's the joy of being human

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Is it hard
To pretend to be okay every time?
Is it hard
To be loved and being in love Evey time?
Is it hard
To be happy and be sad every time ?
Is it hard
To be a winner or be loser every time ?
Yes
It is fucking hard
So why you pretend that it's not hard
It is hard, so hard, damn hard
Even sometime give permanent injury
Then
show that it is hard, you want a pause, you're not okay, you want to time to start again, you want to cry

Showing doesn't mean you're weak,
It's just you need to heal your self
Because it is hard. ..very very hard....

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Dear Society,
We all have five fingers in one hand
But they are not same in size
Still they have their own importance

Same for us,
We have different capabilities
May be I am good in studies but its doesn't mean I am nerd
May be I am good in sports but it doesn't mean I am bad mouthed
May be I am good in music but it's doesn't mean I don't have future
May be I am good in design but it doesn't mean I am an isolated...

It's just that
I am bit different
But don't force me to be like someone
Which I don't want even I don't have capability but I have capability of different things

So keep your nose
Out of everyone business
Focus on your wise
And
Don't forget...
What goes around comes back around...


My dear society
Please change yourselves bit more ..
Please except more....

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Eveything starts with your heart.
So
Throw away the fear that your sense of smell won't even return,
If you throw alway that fear,
everything will be okay again
May be,
You should need wings some day
But
It's not now.
You will use your power to pursue and find your own wings..

Sometimes, even if you try,
Nothing will be different
There is nothing to get better
If but accept that you can't live
If you try it ,
It will be okay sooner or later
Things will be better

Because

Life is like a recipe book
If you follow the recipe and faithfully follows the instructions for combining the ingredients
You will surely succeed...

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MOON AND HOPE

The clouds are passing by slowly as the moon appears,
Like the clouds there are certain things which will disappear with the passing of time,
Yes there are bad days happen,
Anxiety, depression, lose, hatred,sadness occurs
Soon, you'll realize that it wasn't any big deal.
Yes there was some terrible past,
But if you're just worry in about painful past
Struggling to find the new "you"
That's why, don't you think you should love yourself more?
THE WAY YOU ARE NOW.....
Just like moon,
With all spots, in full of darkness,
He shine himself as well as gives us shine ........

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DAYS

Days when I want cry, screamed,
Days when I want to stay silent,
Days when my tears wont stop,
Days when I lose my hope
Days when I watched my dream shattered into pieces
Days I broke
Days when no one trust me,
Days when everyone laugh at me,
These days are still same,
But
NOW I KNOW
How to hold myself tightly but still broke but next collect myself and Stand,
How to run even wind in opposite direction, still I fall got injuries but next I stood up again and run again,
How to smile even I am in a lot of pain, still I cried but in lonely nights but next I wipe it of and rise again smile again
These days are come and go,
But these days teach me,
That how strong I am...
How brave I am.....
How I love myself...
How courageous I am....

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story of a teenage to young girl...

when I was just 14,
I wondered why people want to change themselves
Now,
I am 20,
I still wonder
why I want to change everyday
when I know it may be bad,
may be get backfired on me,
may be my wounds get worsen,
but I still want to change myself,
everyday,
Every minute,
From 14 to 20,
I found a teenage girl commit many mistakes
wander to create her own story, but on her ways
like everyone she founds many throne
but who knows
a girl who afraid of everything
today a legal counselor of AMAZON,
and I wonder that this girl is me,
I mean literally,
its me, who cried a lot, who call herself donkey because she found her hardwork like donkey,
today I looked back and wonder
is this me?
yes this is me,
its my story
I know its just beginning
because i know I will create my story everyday now,
every minute,
the same me, but one difference that is now I love myself respect  myself believe myself
so loveyourself
because everybody has there own story
it just need that
how we look make it more better
so that we all find a happy ending story

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